i cant sleep

0100 right now

i cant sleep
and i hav nth to do ..
so i decide to blog here

i suppose to post this article long time ago
but i always forgot ...

so ... let me post it right now

its the m.i.c.e student's gathering
it will be held on every semester as a welcome to the new intake juniors
but dunno y , last sem v skip this gathering ..

ok .... lets start now

this gathering will be done by sem4 students

so .. the preparation -->







while waiting the junior



started




the event organizer - shi yen
giving the welcome speech

then speech given by the lectures
skip tat ..

but pic is here


Ms. Yati & Ms. Farisha


Ms. Karen

and then start game

i just lazy to explain our game here ..
but the photos downstairs is the punishment




she is so the ........


and obviously thats me







any ques wanna ask ??
or comment ??

erm ........
very sorry if ur ugly face is here .... =p

tag by farhah

Expla​in your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s:​​​
in a relationship

Whats the last song you liste​ned to:
My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion

What are you doing​ after​ this?
study for the exam later

How often​ do you hold back from sayin​g what you are think​ing?
​quite a number of times.

Would​ you ever dye your hair blond​e?​​​
perhaps .. once in a life time

Is somet​hing bothe​ring you?
yeap

Do you belie​ve that you can chang​e for someo​ne?
​​absolutely yes , but he/she has to be so worth it

Would​ you go back in time to chang​e somet​hing?​
​​i would if i could

What are you excit​ed for?
langkawi trip tml ?? perhaps

What was the last thing​ you spent​ your money​ on?
makan @ medan , mixed rice

What are you doing​ right​ now?
obviously this and listening to songs

How'​​​s your life latel​y?​
so so

Do you hate being​ alone​?
i like to being alone , but sometimes i need frenz as well

Does anyon​e like you?
ya .. many ppl like me - bf , family , frens ... =)

Does the last perso​n who put their​ arm aroun​d you mean anyth​ing to you?
yes .. a very important ppl in my life

Are you comfo​rtabl​e with answe​ring perso​nal quest​ions?
​​​it depends with whom and what kind of 'personal' quests is that.

Someo​ne on your mind right​ now?
no ~~

Do you play an instr​ument​?​
nop

Who else is in the room with you?
no one. only me

Do you have trust​ issue​s?
​​yeaaaaah

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?
still can improve


i tag :

winnie
shawn
vicky
zheng hao
yuet yan

C.N.Y. part 3

年初6

time to go 拜年 ^^

the 1st station , chee fai's hse , coz its the most far , near 1u
me, edmund , hong yee and pey shin went to his hse 1st
shawn fetch others ppl
but suddenly ..
shawn called and told me that his car ‘ 死火 ’
coz of the timing belt broke edy ..
oh .. how pity it is
but anyway,
they still can manage to reach chee fai's hse by using another car

2nd station is my hse
eat and drink
and ...
da gamble is a must in C.N.Y.
so v started to gamble ...
bla bla bla

then 3rd station
edmund's hse
like last year, we hav our lunch at his hse
thx to the mummy who prepared for us ..





then move to Pn. Yong's hse
a very long time no c teacher


chit-chat this n that ...
gossip here n there ..

next station is pao shing's hse
wat to do ??
gamble lor ...
just keep repeating this activity in every1's hse

after that move to carol's hse , chen yi's hse


own by chen yi
i realise that i reli fall in love wif doggie .. =p

i went back home to leave my car and brough some shirt to change
as v plan to hang out til mid night

kaisven came over my hse to pick me n edmund
and move to his hse
bath and gamble ..
bla bla ...

7-ish , then move to henry's hse
hav dinner there and 捞生


then the last station was shawn's hse

photos again -->
















2 guy acting lovely

last but not least ~~



then v went 1u to watch movie
1am-3am
[ i n k h e a r t ]
erm .. dun ask me hows the movie ..
coz i fall slept .. @@




-- to be continue --

C.N.Y part 2

visited mummy's side relatives

diff wif the previous year
v visited grandma at the morning instead of night
v had dim sum as our breakfast instead of having dinner in grandma's hse

photo session here


c
i m seriously damn fat now ..
elephant leg @@
wtf


spot the silly daddy ~~

i was scare of dog last time
but now i accepted dog coz of him ..
now i shall say thx to him perhaps ?? =)

c this 2 dog
i hope tat i was the owner but its belong to my uncle
so adorable right ??

1


2



they can even stand for quite a long time ..
very cute =)




the 2 ass ~~




miss green of the day ..
grandma n me


my aunt n me


sista n me


my 2 sisters




the gals of the family


and the twin sister..
mummy n aunt

after our breakfast , then back to grandma's hse
chill until 12 smth
then went to PCA 's hse again
bai nian again n went to 1u
watch the movie [ RED CLIF ]
although i skip the 1st episode
but i still can catch up wif the 2nd episode
its reli awesome

after the movie
PCA sent me back home
and .........
lonely at home ... =(

C.N.Y

seems like i long time never update u all bout my recent life

lets start wif the CNY shall we ??

as usual ..
this is the event tat i like the most
and everytime when i hear the CNY song ...
i felt happy ...
=)

ok
for sure that every1 love CNY coz v can get a lot a lot angpao
and some ppl hate CNY as well [ me ]
coz this is the period that ppl gain weight very easily and fast
this is also the so called 'excuse' ppl like to used
' CNY ma .. sure get enticed by all kind of delicious food '
and normally
ppl will just get addicted to it ....
eat and rest
sit and watch tv
this is how those fat can just cumulate in our body
@@

i m one of them too
i felt very geli whenever i stand in front of the mirror
i was damn fu**ing fat now !!
its no way !!!!!
i gonna lose my weight and built the shape a.s.a.p.

stop the topic
and start wif the CNY 年30晚
as the chinese tradition
everyfamily will have their own reunion dinner together

v r a bit diff wif others
v didn eat wif the whole bunch of relatives but just our own family
and v r so luckily that this year got lobster to join our reunion dinner


ya, the dishes


me .. eating the lobster


me n my beloved mumy


daddy and sis
[ spot the daddy .. look fierce but funny ]


and the lovely family ~~

the next day
i drove all the way back to my hometown
which located at Kuala Kubu Bharu
almost 1 hr ride only ..

back to my hometown
there is not tat happening like last time
and even the relatives is much more lesser than last time as well
i felt sad bout it

i stayed there for 3D2N
nth much to do there
just watch tv
sit here and there
chit chat wif the cousins
and eat eat eat ~~
deng !!

dunno whose daughter
attracted my tension
she look very pretty .....
but very lansi
imagine that when she walk ..
she ' ding hong kat lor ' [ read in cantonese ]
when ppl talk to her , she didn bother also
wao .... she just so small

here she is




she look like forced to take pic wif me ..


n here , she look like confusing , lost direction
and the most guai lan cousin is at the back of me


then the sister
wear the same shirt wif her


and the brother ...
en dao also ~~


one day evening
i was chilling wif my wife , laptop
and grandma just pass across me and she stand there and look for smth i guess


i took down this pic

i do love my grandma very very much
she is very important in my life
she used to take care of me when i just borned
she used to b my nanny
and i recognize her everything althought i was still a baby
when i bath , when i sleep , when i eat
everything everthing
i only wan my grandma to do for me
if not done by my grandma
i will cry like hell

i used to sleep wif my grandma everytime i back to hometown
and when i still young , i will cry when i leave her
i used to help her to do anything
i used to stay inside her hug

she was getting older and older
and her sight was getting weaker and weaker
or can say its almost blind
no one can help
nth can do to her eyes
i was wondering
wats the colour of her life now ??
i tried to close my eyes and do things
i would like to noe how she feel
but just few minutes
i opened my eyes again
i cant stand for it
its so unconvenient for me

i noe
she tried to memorize everything everything
even the direction
when she walk
she walk slowly
she needs the help of the wall
take out the hand , touch watever is there to noe where she is

i noe
she dun wanna trouble us

i noe
she is lonely

i noe
i want her to stay alive until i get marry
i wanna let her c how pretty is her grand daughter

i hope
she can even live longger than i aspected

刚读完一篇短短的文章

故事说明了女主角默默地爱着他的王子
个个人都认为她的神经有问题
嘴边无时无刻都是她的王子
可是却没有人见过她的王子
她用了一生的时间
专一的只爱他一个
突然间
她走了
没有人知道原因
没有人可怜
只是作者
在想着她的王子是否真的存在
还是那个王子只存在作者的脑海
是她联想出来的人而已



用一生去爱一个人
遥遥无期
而且无法知道这个人在什么地方
这个人是否已经有自己的心爱
凄凉爱情的背后
却是更大力量的震撼
原来爱可以如期付出