I'm not Okay

曾经以为这分离是种解脱
曾经以为我是可以没有你
曾经以为我们之间就是这样

我带着不一样的心情和不一样的心理予这一次的旅行
说好是我们的分手之旅
心是沉重的，珍惜着每一分每一秒
仔细观察你的每一个动作
听着你的呼吸声， 看着你沉睡的脸孔

我记得我们是如何开始
我记得两年前我如何毁灭我们的恋情
我记得我如何挽回我们之间的恋情
我记得你跟我提出分手的那一次
我记得我崩溃的哭着说不要
我记得你吻我抱着我说对不起
我记得你跟我说你要去外国念书
我记得你的那种期盼
我记得你眼神中的热情
我记得你付出多少努力去实践你的期望
我记得你抹去我的眼泪，哄着我说没关系
我全部都记得

心里揪了一下
还是忍不住，情不自禁的掉下眼泪
回想起有你的回忆
这一切一切，见证着我们的爱情

原来，我没有那么坚强
原来，我没有想象中那么干脆
原来，我之前所以为的都是错的

I don't know how long I can stand still, but all I know is
Babe, I need you now !!!

Dont feel like saying goodbye, for either you or WC

Status at FB: Chery Chee wonder why now only we (SHTLM Batch March'08) getting closer when everything is going to an end.

Status at FB : 2 and half yr passed, my Diploma life gone .... one month also flash by just like that, today is the last day of WC edy ='(

Went for the farewell on 7th July, dinner at Tarbush and then chill at Republic and Asia Cafe for World Cup. Felt sad for my 1st status, whereby everyone of us getting closer only in the last semester. How sad ='( Anyway, I had a great great time with them. They were all very friendly and fun. Everyone can talk cock sing song , Lolz. Let the pictures to do the talking.

Zahin + me


Jab + me


Sana + me
Used to call him Obama ... especially when he was in full formal wear... wooott, Hansome !!


Quennie + me


Seng Hui + me


Miss China + me


Julian + me


Lester + me


Aaron + me
couple T ? lolz We were just in love with Spain =)


haha, Spain Supporter here !!!

We shout for Spain at Asia Cafe. Not really into that place, cause of the smell and food court seems to be dirty always. But no choice, I just follow them lur. We got 2 gang here, Spain and Germany. All were sososo gan jiong for the match. 1st half ended with 0-0, gosh, sien !! Even you can see that's Spain controlling but goal la pls !! I loose strength til 70+ minutes. GOAL !!! Finally, my Spain scored for the 1st goal !!! Then we start count down, time pass faster and maintain this result til the end, or perhaps Spain win 2-0. Gan jiong gan jiong til the "pppiiii" sound saying times up !!! Then all of us stand up and shout SPAIN !!! wuhoo ~~~~ Paul the Octopus just pretty accurate , somehow. =)

I should thanks to WC too actually. Because of WC, some of us have the same topic to chat with and cause of this, we getting closer to each other.

Final is on to9 babe, or tml midnight indeed. No more the same gang to watch for the final, but I think I'll watch it with my own classmates, or a bigger gang, with the bf and friends all together !!! Shall have fun til the max to9 !!

Spain will be the Champion !!! Cheryl the Human said so !!! =D

Birthday Celebration

Oopsy, having the World Cup fever lately, until I forgot to post about my best friends' birthday celebration. Here you go, for Kah Wei and Eunice =)

They look sweet here =p

We decided to try Maxican food at Jaya One, and they were famous with the World 3rd Spicy chilli. Wow, really Hooouuuttt !!!

Me and the birthday girl


The girls


And the guys

Little suprise from Frontera

Small request here, I've asked them to put the chili inside the cake, this 2 were happy eating at first and then suddenly Eunice ask: How come spicy spicy one?

Yea, they ate the chili and actually all of us does. I requested for the real chili, it was so small size yet can kill you man. Btw, they selling this chili for RM3 each, can you imagine?

Hmm, since we were here, why not we try on the real chili ? I started to challenge them and we try on the real chili. I knew it will be absolutely hot and spicy, hence I just simply bite a bit. omFg, you can feel the hot after few second! Hong Yee and the others tried also, but they were a bit greedy lor, result as below =)

Hong Yee


Henry, tears came out jor =(

I've no idea we drank how many glasses of cold water, yet it was really a good try. Lol. Even the waitress laught at us, and some even told us their experience too. As my friend said, they cut the chili into 3, and everyone took each. At the end of the day, everyone vomit like hell. Guess no Malaysian can tahan the spicy-ness...

See, it just as small as that, but people will cry cause of it.



Last but not least, Group photo here



Is this looks more like anniversary cake ?

Once again, spot the Hooouuutttiieee !!

Spain Tonight !!

Wuhooo ..... got my Spain Home jersey here ... freaking happy =D

My superb, although it look too big for me .. It's Guy's size, size M. Aiks, what to do? they got no more size but left this , should say I'm the lucky one already =)

How's my exam ? Haha, I'm done with 2 tough paper, and felt so damn release now. Went to shopping with the sister y'day, shop from Sunway Pyramid to 1u and then The Curve, from 2pm-9pm , Can't imagine how hardcore are we... But I'm the victim actually, I wanna back home so much, and miss my bed so badly =(

One more paper on Thurs, and I'm going to watch the WC to9 at outside, or tomorrow midnight indeed. SHOUT FOR SPAIN WHOLE NIGHT LONG !!! =D The match is 2.30am - 4.30am, 5am will reach home ? Then 7am depart to college .... 9am - 11am exam ... Thumbs up babe !! =D After that gonna have the sweet sweet time with my beloved classmates !!! Can't wait Can't wait !!

Bought myself a maxi dress ^^ ngam ngam suitable for my Redang trip on the end of July .. and the price is just reasonable

And I spotted this Puma Ferrari's Bag ... OMG , so in love !! The price is just same as 1 Jersey ... Ok, My next target maybe =)

Off to study now .... Bye ^^

Final Exam is just around the corner, and I'm still not in the mood to study ... FML =(

Went through the Law's notes as well as Econs. Flip through and mark down what's important, yet I'm just so lazy to memorized... Gosh !! I knew it can't be last minutes work, but ....Grhhh~~~

7% more to pass for Econs, I aiming for a B, so it's 30% more
Law as other people said, all of us passed already, but I want double confirm pls, I haven receive the email yet =(

Mamamia ..... I wan Budweiser so badly now !!! and the WC jersey as below :

" Better save your money, even we are interested in football but never demand for the jersey. It just freaking expensive. If Spain lose on the game then how are you gonna wear it on semi-final and final ?" - Tong