21/3

1st of all

happy birthday to myself .. =)

2nd

thx to all my frenz ..
luv ya oways !!

this is how my bifday celebration

12 am
i received sms from so many ppls ..
wishes me [ h a p p y b i r t h d a y ]
n shawn call me ..
said tat cant celebrate for me on tat time ..

actually ...
i noe tat dear , hong yee n shawn yamcha-ing at outside ..
n dear told me tat they at metro prima ..

i can guess tat ..
or say like tat ..
i bet wit myself ..
izit smth will happen on to9

de 2nd weird thing is ...
dear never call me on time
he is de latest one

n suddenly ...
phone rang
............................................
............................................

' wan c me now ? '
' i'm just outside ur hse '

ok .. de 1st time come through my mind is ...
i guessed right

n
i tot that it just will be a few ppls there ..
like hong yee , dear , shawn n kah wei like tat

when i open de door
i saw dear
taking de cake , stand there alone
n suddenly ... many ppls sang de bifday song to me

oh ...
its reli suprise ...
i never think tat will be tat much ppl



de gals



de guys

saw siao pei ..
then hug ..
she is de one make me felt so touch when saw her ..
n almost cry
reli very very miss her ...

n then aneetha ..
never c her since de last day of her SPM

dear bought me de choc mud cake
yeah ..
my favourite ^.^



n they bought grape-brandy also ...
shake shake shake
~~~~~~~ poh
opened



then go in to my hse ...
eat cake ..
chit-chat a while
then they back ...

again .. happy birthday to myself
n , wish all my dream come true ~~

target

to be

strong

tough

hardworking




拥有了

就要付出代价

还是个很大很大的代价




我知道

我能够适应

我知道

我会麻木

我知道

我要努力

我知道

我必须这么做




我会慢慢习惯

习惯这样的日子













加油 ！！！

i just read it today

ok

i dunno who to describe my mood ..

i noe

wat i say

u will never hear again .......

nvm

just think tat i'm talking to my self


小时候

我们每天吵架

打架

n

i felt tat mummy daddy is annoying ，

eccentricity

coz they always ask me to do this n tat

they never call u

when v shift our hse to d'sara

u got all new furniture

but me

only the wardrobe is new

i hate

y i cant get all new also

eccentricity



i still remember

小时候

你曾经拿一本很厚的字典打我的头

我曾经把你书包里的东西倒翻

还有一次

我咬你的背后

那时候

我喜欢ken

但你跟他走得很近

我嫉妒你



慢慢的

因为好像冤家

变得很了解对方

还是因为长大了

思想成熟了

我们开始不吵架

感情很好

我们一起谈心事

我做错事

你辅导我

还有

你‘ 强奸 ’我

你乱玩我的东西

你 ' jit ' 我

打架



我们开心的笑

开心的叫

就这样

感情一直越来越深



也不知几时开始

你是我的偶像

因为你很会读书

因为你的功课很好

因为你对我的好

因为对我来说

你的

内在

外在

是美丽的

因为你的思想成熟

还有很多很多



我重视你

我在意你对我的看法

我害怕你不喜欢我

因为我真的很喜欢你




很多很多的事情

我不知道要怎么说

不知道要怎么讲



只是

我不希望你对爸比妈咪有所误会

他们没有爱我多一些

i said b4
u'r so important to me ..
watever u done ..
the way u treat me ..
its affect my mood

n tat day ~~~~~~~
reli sad !!!!!!!!!!!

mayb u'll think tat is unfair
but
i will prove to u ..
i'll work harder n harder
i'm not lying on any1

just wanna tell u
nobody can replace your position in my heart

lets time flow backward

01/03

this is de 1st time i attended to the indian wedding
its such a good experience for me ...
[ coz i'll be de future event planner .. n wedding planner ^^y ]

ok .. lets start ..

actually v r late , so v missed de very first part ..
felt very surprised when saw the stage ..



herm ..
normally .. its will be an " indian smell "
but there's not ..
luckly ...



the ' abba ' is talking there .. ( the white colour shirt 1 // the botak 1 )
teaching wat to do i think



after that
bride's dad help to wear necklace
erm .. its not those necklace v bought outside
its hand made



n then .. go around the stage ..
just like playing .. =p



then both of them change sit ..



n then .. start to bless the newlywed
wat they do is ..
they scatter the yellow rice ( rice which dyed in yellow colour ) at their body ..
aiya ... its not reli scatter .. but i just dunno how to describe ...
try to imagine it ~~

aftertat ...
take picture ..



wat u fell bout this ??
=)

ok .. finally ..



in da indian temple ..
sis + bride's mom + me + mom

n the overall picture
my family + her family



ok .. 2nd part of my day

went to the curve wif my dear n sis ..
wanna buy book .. coz got sales now ..
gonna find some book which is related to event manage or wedding planner
i found it ..
but its quite exps ..
i need credit card to pay it ...

erm .. nth much to do ... just

c-a-m-w-h-o-r-e



in da restaurant for our lunch



********** tats all **********

turn to reality

has played ..........
its time to stop

still remember 4 months ago ...
v still very tense face the examination ...
but now ...
v just get our result ...

my result -----
actually its affair in the expectation ,
so my mood has not very big rise and fall ..

but ... others
some crying ... some smile .. some excited ...
its depends

现在
看见自己身边的朋友
突然觉得感伤
从前就没有好好的看清自己的朋友
现在觉得不够时间看清他们
可笑

现在
真的要各自飞翔了
飞到属于自己的那一片天空
发挥着自己的才能

对我来说
每个人都一样
不管你是会读书
还是你不会读书
真正的成绩
在你进入社会
开始面对社会的时候
才表露出来的

hair cut of de year ..

just saw this o my mail box ...

its reli funny ... n as they wrote ..

i wonder how many beer this guy consume to come out wif this idea ..