付出 。 矛盾。 爱

付出
付出我的全部
我给你幸福
想起了这首歌
想着我是不是真的付出了

舍得
有舍才有得
我不舍所以得不到
或者
是我不愿意去舍

先苦后甜
我受不了
不喜欢苦
想要一直甜下去

雨后是晴天
雨后是彩虹
我的心一直都是灰灰的
毛毛雨一直下
所以彩虹不会常出现

任何事情
任何成果
都是经历了一番付出才会有成绩

我写了这么多
才发现其实这些道理我都懂
就是不曾去实践
所以一部没有成果

我承认
我有时不愿退让
我有时是真的很任性
我有时太高估你
我有时对你有太大的期望
我有时会无理取闹

可是

我也有退让的时候
我也有体谅的时候
我也有站在你的立场想过
我也曾忍气吞声
我也会迁就

全部的全部
都是为了什么？

只为了对方
希望感情可以维持长久
虽然知道我们都不能少了彼此
却不知道其实已经成了习惯

我太过习惯你的存在
习惯了你对我的爱
结果开始变得太过依赖
依赖你的存在
依赖你的爱
再来就是期望可以有再多
对你的期望也越来越高

一直到摇摇欲坠的地步
才知道
这一段路走来
真的很不容易
也发现
其实说得跟做的
相差太远
变得什么都不是了

I'm boring in the office ... so decided to blog a while =)

Dear frenz , you may think I've gone crazy ...
Please calm down and listen for this announcement,

I EXTENDED MY INTERNSHIP UNTIL 10 JAN 2010 !!

Wao !! cant believe ?
Yea, me, myself think so........

Who's the one keep blaming how bad is the work?
Who's the one keep count-downing since 2 months ago?
Who's the one keep blaming how boring here?
yada~~ yada ~~
End up, Who's the one volunteer to extend the internship ....???

Ok, let me explain....
I've put so much effort for the upcoming The Star Education Fair 2010
I never seen the set up for such a big event, from the Hall 1 - Hall 5 of KLCC
I wanted so much to participate for the event setup day, so this is my main reason.

Secondly, The F***tart leaving us very very soon !!! He resigned !!
Haha, you never know how happy am I here, oops, should be all the colleagues here =)
Since they have not much man power, and Crawford is still very new, he not yet catch up everything here, so this is my 2nd reason.

Lastly, I've mentioned on my facebook, I like some of the colleague here...
Like in the sense of like to work together, learn things from them and we can talk watever we want.
I knew I was quite late to get used and into this working environment, but it's so much better than nothing right ? =D

Anyway, I cant wait for the school life to start again !!
I miss all my college frenz !!!

And, I going for Twilight New Moon to9, on leave tml and holiday on Friday !!
yahoo~~ Long break