Monday, October 4, 2010

I'm currently working here and there, just for the seek of money .... Is like wtf isn't it ... Everyday 10am-10pm, stuck in jam, whatever bla bla ... and I couldn't go on9!! FML harder pls ='(

I can't really stand without internet honestly, and I bet everyone do. I felt so outdated of not checking the fb, I didn't know hows everyone going on, hows the bf life at somewhere which is tons of miles away from where I am now, I didn't get to check my email and also news about everything. I missing everyone so badly, missing the study life so badly !!

Well, lucky that I still got some time to catch some movie b4 I start those freelance job. One of them is 'Going the Distance'. Pretty match with my condition now ... But too bad that I don't have the financial support which can allow me to go meet the love one. I watch 'Charlie St Cloud' too, rated 7.5/10 =) Cool story with unexpected story line.

Oh yea, another thing to share, I worked with all Malays for 2 days and I can't really understand their character. What is that when half day work, then they go buy eye lashes and stick it on their eyes afterward. Oh well, this is call 'hiao' for me ....

People .... gonna off to rest and dinner edy lu ..... miss ya =)

Sunday, September 26, 2010


Chatting with ma boy is the goal of my everyday ...
Time flies so quick and it has been 3 weeks already since ma boy left... Wishing the time to pass even faster .. **Cross hand**




Both photos printed y'day when at Kah Wei's hse ... Sherman's birthday and the simplest mooncake festival celebration... There's mooncake on the table, but its just for the environment enhancement purpose, then I had my Chinese tea while the others got beer.. What a silly match... We've got Arsenal VS West Brom football match too, and updating bf about the recent life. So much night life of his, and so much dull life of us without him. How sad is this ?? Tsk tsk tsk ....



To Be In LOVE is To Be With YOU
- X.O.X.O. -

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Complicated



It may be just bad for this moment
It may because I'm just a bit too demanding
It may not is your fault
It may because I'm not that understanding
It may because I'm just too IN LOVE WITH YOU

Yea, its not easy to let go
and maybe, YOU'RE GONNA BE THE ONE THAT SAVES ME


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Can you hear me Honnnneeeii ?



You were far away from me for 1 week plus
You are not by my side for 1 week plus
You are not appearing in front of me whenever I need you since 1 week ago
You are not here to sayang me for 1 week plus
You are not here for me to kiss for 1 week plus
You are not here to fight with me for 1 week plus
You are not here to bully me for 1 week plus
You are not here as my listener for 1 week plus

This just the first week
Could you please tell me how many weeks to go again ?

OH MY GOSH !!!

='(






Sunday, September 12, 2010

Taeyang - Wedding Dress [HD]



婚纱
从小就幻想着自己会拥有童话般的爱情
穿上华丽大方的礼服
挽着如意郎君的手
步入礼堂,然后白头偕老

我很好奇
这神圣的一刻什么时候才会到来
我很好奇
我会挽着谁的手


真的很想跨一大步
真的很想预知未来




Monday, September 6, 2010


Why aren't you here when I need you ??

I wan sayang



and help me to stop my tears please......


Saturday, September 4, 2010

What's Next ?

This isn't the first time to think for my future. I bet everyone go through this situation. Peoples tend to ask 'What's next after Form 5 ?' , 'What's next after A-levels?' , 'What's next after Pre-U?' and so forth .... So many 'What's next' to be think of..... Now, What's next after my graduation ?

I been through working life when I having my internship at The Star. I complained the 9-5 life is too boring and dull with just repeating their same events every year. And then I been through the exact event company, and the event is something I never experience and expect before. That's new to me and it's interesting, yet no happy ending at the end, everything screw up just because of the ridiculous reason.

I hate but have to accept the fact that when you grow older, there's more issues you need to cope with. Now, what should I do ? Go back to event field ? education line ? (which I've been offered a very good opportunity and career) wedding houses ? airlines ? or just freelance part-timer for this 4 months ? I don't feel like wasting my time and lepak everyday... I wanna fully utilize this 4 months, in additional, this is the best way for me not to remember and think of the one who is currently at Chelmsford.

Well, LIFE is simple yet difficult ....