Wedding Proposal

I viewed a lot of wedding proposal b4, and I easily get touch with their sincere. But for this time, I got no feel at all, and I wonder, what is this 'Millionaire' trying to do ?? Show off how rich he is ?? or he really love Elva ?? 

Money doesn't means everything.. I holding strong with this statement. Oppositely, I also believe that no money, you are nothing. A relationship, A true love, A boyfriend, A girlfriend, A husband, A wife, can't be value. The person that I will be holding on with for the rest of my life, is the one I love soooo much, with no lie, just trust, confidence and sincerity in between. 

Marry a rich man, even you don't love him, nevermind, he'll give what you want, and you can enjoy for the rest of your life. 

B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T ! please, these are all bullshit ! 

No one can ever come in to my life if I don't love him, it's not fair.   

永远怀念

这是我一直一直不曾忘记的

也是我一生的承诺

 “我愿意为你，我愿意为你，忘记我姓名~~~”

最近都很多龙宝宝陆陆续续的在跟这个世界 say hello ..好像在赶什么似的.. 但同时，我也被感染了一点的喜悦。 说不上来的奇妙，但我深信，这真的是女人无可否认的特权。 我想象不出，到底有个生命在自己肚子里一天一天长大的感觉是怎样， 宝宝在肚子里运动，踢着妈妈的肚子的感觉是怎样。。怀上10个月的宝宝，终于要面世了，那份喜悦，那份紧张，还有那个痛，就算有再多的妈妈与我分享她们的经历，我还是无法想象，是不是苯了点啊 ？不好意思 >.<

有人说我拥有确确实实的母爱，我不知道，但我是真的很喜欢小孩。 也有人告诉过我，喜欢小孩，跟喜欢养小孩，是两回事。哈哈，难题！ 

抱着宝宝的那刻，小心翼翼的，深怕自己弄痛他了。看着那小小的手指，小小的脚板，真的太可爱了！

她是我现在最小的堂妹，小调皮，小可爱 ！ 爱死你了！！

A place with tons of delicious food !! P.E.N.A.N.G

An impromptu trip to Penang ... Well, it's reli out of expectation ! I had lunch with Ken at Leisure Mall, we talk about the penang murals out of sudden , then the idea just pop up and "Let's go Penang !" I knew that Joan and some other bloggers were there, so I just simply wanna join them. 

Alright alright, I admit I'm super the capricious .. Pls forgive me ... =p

Reach Penang about 7pm and we straight go have our dinner at Tanjung Bunga. The very simple cooking style of prawn and crab. Sorry that I don't have pic here, will do some update next time. 

Then we meet up with Joan them and we have the night spent together. 

Let's proceed to the 2nd day. We had our breakfast at Genting ! Oh dear, the best best best Chee Cheong Fun ever! Always my best of choice and I can never leave Penang without having this ! 

 

A special sauce made by them and believe me, U will regret if you never try this !

Then we go to the very famous temple, Kek Lok Si. 

It famous with the huge 'Guan Yin Ma'. Pic as below:

Of course, camwhore cant be missed. Pretty ladies in da temple !

 

And the Guys .... To describe, there were very 'lung' --废 ! 

But they were the reason for this memorable trip.

 Group Photo, here you go...

And..... the Classic one ... we have lots of fun while capturing these .. Bravo !! :D

It wasn't a food-hunting trip for me, but a memorable trip. Throw away all the shyyytt from KL, I relax my mind and just let myself be. By knowing new friends also another reason for life. Friends are mean to be forever, and I truely believe, is friend that complete our life.

Looking forward for another bloggers trip okay ... Pls 'jio' me along ya ... Haha :D

p/s : Photos are take from Joan's blog , from Jeff , and Khing.. View their blog for more article about this Penang trip.

Singapore Getaway

I forgot when was my first time visited to SG.. It was my family trip, and I can only recall some memories thru photos. After so many years, finally I have the chance to go SG again. The first time is end of March, went there to meet client and cousins. It was a short trip, only 3D2N, oops, should b 2D2N cause I landed SG on midnight. But too bad that the second day I get sick, high fever n cough, so just sleep whole day at cousin's hse until the time I should depart to Airport. Sob Sob ...

Anyway, this post is to story about my second visit to SG, which is on end of Jun. A more exciting trip and I've visit quite a number of place. This is also a Semi-holiday-work trip, but I spent 4D3N here. =D

The 2nd day I meet up with our VKA business partner, iFast Singapore. So I been to Raffles, where all those tall & big building located at. Hmmm.. Some sort of our KL city.Thanks to Wee Kiong who brought me to Level 33 for very nice lunch! Such a great experience that I can view the whole SG ! I guess it would be nicer for night view. 

Then I took a walk to Marina May Sands (MBS) .. Yes, walking ! I do enjoy the whole journey, enjoy the wind, enjoy the scenery! That's always my ideal travel "pattern" .. 

Haha, working hard to achieve my dream ya =)

 

The super famous hotel ! Huge one ! 

Finally I meet up with this out-going gal, Phinn Tan

We knew each other for about 2 yrs but never meet up.. Haha, silly ? Anyway, she's a very friendly gal. We spend a day together on Orchard & Bugis ..  :)

 

Here you go, Bugis street ! Girl's heaven !

No doubt, their fashion trend is really faster than M'sia and guess what, it's super cheap too ! I got new cloths which just cost me SD5 ! Thumbs up ! Syok ! haha =D

Night time, Phinn brought me to Clark Quay. 

A very happening place, so much foreigner hanging around there... We sit beside the river and chat for about an hr ++ Sharing is caring my dear :)

I went back to KL on the next day. A very #$%@%($* experience ! The first time I took bus from Larkin and I get cheated by those "no-heard" sales person. So sick of Msia culture and pls, they forced me to b racist ! God damn it !  >.<

The another side of Cheryl

I always wanna try this kind of feeling geh photoshoot, and yes ! I got the chance and I'm quite satisfy with the outcome. But bare in mind, the photographer put the great effort on editing my photo ... oops

Credit to Derick Neo (FB Page) , and please feel free to visit their website http://futagozastudio.com/ 

第一次

今天体验了人生里的另一个第一次 --> 瀑布高空跳水
虽然没有很高很高，但是还是又紧张，又刺激。。庆幸的是，我与意外擦肩而过。哈哈，这是事后知道的事，在跳下水的那一瞬间，我与瀑布里的大石头就差那么一寸，不然就会撞上，脚应该会断吧，加上脑震荡。。。


在跳下水的那一刻， 我鼓起了很大的勇气，憋气往下一跳，我的身体被水打着，而身体的重量让我下沉。。那瞬间，我很希望，以往不好的回忆，不好的痕迹，也跟着一起被打掉。沉在水里的那几秒，我静静的，就只想躲在没有人看见我的地方。。

好像很悲。。但是生活中，一直有某些人某些事，提醒着以往不好的过去，不好的回忆 。。我沉住气，让自己接受这一切，告诉自己这就是因果循环。该死的！我应付不来却只想逃避。我奢望，可不可以让事情悄悄散去，我真的很讨厌，很气自己！ 累了，我真的累了。。

感觉不到真实的自己，我。。 到底去了哪里？？
我开始怀疑，我真的没有长处值得去提？为什么好像做什么就错什么？我连做人都不会？就这么没用吗？

梦 。 想

梦，是自己想的东西
是吗？

我哭笑不得
猜猜是谁进入我的梦里了？？
从来没有想过的一个人，很奇怪，非常奇怪。。。
梦醒还真想放声大笑！

在梦里
我被他呵护着，疼爱着
我被搂在怀里，感受着他的温暖
额头上的轻轻一吻，是幸福的

是不是自己希望着
于是上帝让我在梦里实现
就一下下，我感受到幸福，很幸福

人就这样活着吗？
因为爱情，尝尽幸福，悲伤，绝望，欢乐。。。
所有的酸甜苦辣。。。
却也是人生的调味料
没有了这所谓的调味料，生活就会变得淡淡的 ，无精打采



生活上
在梦里
息息相关的是什么？

戏剧人生

有人说，每个人都是导演，是自己的导演。。
每天上演不同的戏码，扮演不同的角色
而周围的人，都是观众，看着你怎样生活，看着你怎样转变，看着你成长。。

或许，别人再看你笑话
或许，我在欺骗真实的自己
或许，他在期待我失败
或许，我在努力掩饰
或许，你在嘲笑我白痴
或许，她羡慕我的某某
或许，我嫉妒她的生活

每个或许，都只是或许。。。

自己的人生，就自己负责 ，没有人拥有比你更多的资格

我的人生，在失去挚爱的当时，痛不欲生
我的世界，就在瞬间，变成一个人

我自导自演的人生
是不是就这样？

我。。。。
问了问自己。。。。
还是不甘心。。。

我记得
“要是你想要不同的结果，就请采取不同的行动”

我
每天睁开眼
许着同一个愿望
告诉自己
再好一点，你一定可以再好一点

林宥嘉-擁有(+歌詞)

难过时请你记得联络我

就这样

把你拥有

人性

最近发生很多关于人性的问题。。我不晓得，也搞不清楚，到底，为何，会这样， 那样。。。
我真的不明白。。是我自己太天真还是怎样？还是我太复杂？是我要求多多？？
可是，不是都应该这样的吗？

从小被灌输的就是你对别人好，别人也会对你好。。你不尊敬别人，那也别想得到别人的尊敬。。
每件事情都是双方的不是吗？？有来有去，有因有果，不是酱的吗？

为什么会觉得别人对你好是应该的事情？不需要感恩。。
为什么10年的好人，会因为一些过错而被判死刑。。大家都忘了以前的所有，只记得他有多坏多坏。。 为什么人就是这样的记仇？
为什么多年经营的感情也就这样，那么轻浮的被别人取代吗？ 是不是我的问题？是我自己因该反省吗？

人心难测，我知道
人性难善，我不明寮