傻

某人

我赞同你说人是犯贱的


可是在这里

我用幼稚来形容自己

往事回顾

才发现自己其实这么犯贱

这么幼稚

这么傻



又或许

我不傻

但是我失去的

再也不会回来


后悔？

已经没用了




还是劝自己

不要再傻了

just for you

Dear my beloved fren, Sylvester :



I never thought that you will leave us so fast and so sudden
I never thought that that is our last meet
I never thought that your sick can become that serious
I never thought that I can never meet you anymore

oh my god !!!
I thought that was just a joke !!!

why ?
why ? why ?

I blame myself that I never go hospital and visit you
I blame myself that I never send regards to you when you are sick
I blame myself that I did not concerning you that often
I blame myself that I might not have the last chance to see you

you noe what ?
You act as my bro in my heart
we used to went clubbing together last time
then you fetch me back home
or accompany me
then dance together
but
you actually cant drink alcohol
you actually didn't smoke
you just like to feel the music and dance

everything were stored in my mind so clearly
I even remember that we had a promised - we will bring out our bf / gf then yamcha together
but u leave without keep one's promise
u noe how sad m I ??

oh my god .... keep on keep on telling myself oh my god !!
i reli cant believe it
i reli reli cant take it .........

but this is good for you, correct ?
you are now free from the sickness

anyway ..... i will miss you !!
appreciate you as my fren / bro as i always do !!
lastly ...
pls rest in peace my dear fren ...

- love -
cheryl

intership

just finish read farhah's blog ...
hey babe girl, ur life there quite nice wei ...
a little bit jealous de lor ....... mine is boring actually
but thanks god that the ppls there were damn nice and friendly also

hows my intern so far ?
i was placed at education & entertainment department @ sales & marketing department
while the other classmate place at sport that side

for the last week, i did quite a lots of calling ... asking for school hall , availability of function room, book hotel rooms .... following up calls ... etc
and the ques that i keep repeating was : anything wan me to help ? i'm very free now ...
oh, just imagine ...
and so shit and sad that my pc cant online actually ...
and whenever u saw me at fb, i was actually using my lappie and celcom broadband

erm .... victor said that i'm too soft , so i keep myself talk louder whenever the 'open conversation' - which means we talk to each other but at our own place

and i have the homework of think bout what activity to be held at education fair, which can attract more ppl to come and also give them a memorable and joyful time, and also creat a win-win-win situation ... star, colleges, students. anyone ? any idea ?

so far so good actually ..... will upload more post when i transfer those pic form my hp to lappie ...
nitez ppl

=)

喂！！！！！

我很想念 你 你 你 你 你

曾經鼓起勇氣寫了封信給你

曾經感情那麽好

曾經一起打拼

曾經一起訴説心事

各個曾經

真的已成爲過去

往事真的只能回味

慶幸著這些不會成真的往事

只屬於我们的

亂寫一通

感觉上
我好想在这个部落格里失去了自我
它
已经不是为了自己而写
而是为了别人而写

感觉上
我好想在交待着我的生活
告诉别人我的生活怎样怎样

开始怀疑
其实我最初开始写部落格的目的到底是什么
抒发感情 ？
还是表扬着自己的生活怎么了 ？

我想我是時候回歸自己的軌道
走自己的路

你

不晓得为什么
每次看完你的部落格
就会有好多的感触
说不上是什么感觉
就是有想要说话的冲动 ， 想要在我的部落格里写下些什么


知道你近况的唯一方法就是通过部落格
兴奋的读着你的近况
开心地知道你的消息
每次每次 ，嘴角都会微微上扬


想念你，是真的
纯纯的思念
不知何时了

M.J.

I knew that he died long long time ago ...
andI apologize for the late upload of this post

erm , couples of week ago, I went to desa park just for the show ..
god noes that they lied us by using M.J. as their advertising actor
shit ...
but at the end, we still saw the performance of the malaysia M.J.
seriously .. he was damn professional on imitate M.J.
fuh ..... we all ' high til the sky ' ......

erm , b4 that, actually is the graduation + performance of a musical school
and b4 that, is the game session for the kids


The toy


the kids ...

those kids reli damn cute lar
felt like having 1 of mine .. =p
oops ... choi choi .... not now

and lastly




sry ..... its my hp's camera ..
so ya, blur blur .........

just hope that he will be better at the another world
bye~



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oh ya .. 1 more
can u imagine that Al-Safa having shi-sha nowadays


oh .....
they are smart to bringing in income ...
but i hate the smell whenever i go there
ieu ~~
and i realize that their's is very very smoky and the smoke have colour thou ...
green, yellow ...
just like shit

durian

oh durian durian .....
I love durian ... the king of the fruit

went all the way to Ulu Langgat just to eat durian ....
can imagine ?

we used to call him ' fishing uncle ' , who brought us there


and then ...



so delicious .......

the guai lan daddy



the other bunch of ppl eating there


after eat then buy ...
hoho ... yea ... this much , but not enuf yet
we departed to the durian farm after that


spot the durian


tada ....

then went to the famous temple as well
mom said that the village became better and better is due to the build of this temple




the view

nice ya ??

for all durian lovers ,
perhaps u should try the durian from ulu langat ?... =)

OMfG !!!!!!
u can never imagine how sucks is my hse connection ...
don't wanna wait for those technician to fix it ...
GrrHhh ....... so i bought a Celcom Broaband
hoho ... i can on9 whenever and wherever i wan ...
=)

i'm now located at KKB , my hometown ...
just wanna spend time with my dearest grandma, and of course, to relax my mind
internship start soon .... =(

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erm .... as promised, lets talk bout the wine tasting event ...
our long-time-prepared- event
we gone thru all the hard time and all those reli hard-core ma fan ppl , plus scold by ms farisha ...
we finally finish this event successfully
but it doesn't run well and as smooth as we thought
anyway ... event pass edy ... we get our $$ and i gain the experience to do this kind of event
and actually ... i have the other 1 who want me to do this event for his wine shop as well ...
wuhoo ~~~

back to the topic ...
who reli put effort and do the job and who did not ...
obvious reflected during the preparation
i cant understand why they choose to enter this field and dun wan to do their job ....
whats the point of coming in ? and keep say that u like to organize event ?
duh ??!!!

let me bring u to the event venue ...
our deco .... idea from kho and jun haw







anothers pic


me and hyuna

connection here is limited ... i reli not in da mood to wait all of the photos to be post here
so, just a short brief bout my event ...
frenz, pls do attend to my next event when its ready,
then u noe how wine tasting goin on ...

tata

beloved fren's birthday

i noe i've beed ignoring my blog for almost 1 month ...
reli sorry my frenz ...
coz my hse cant on9 and its reli make me suffer a lot ~~~
T.T

anyway .. as promised ..
here were all the post ...

just a little bit writting , let the pic to do the talking ....

kah wei's birthday
we all reach his hse around 12am
planned to give him a suprise ....
i think he was actually pretty satisfy and happy de ...

his birthday cake





same as usual ....
chit chat .. hola hola ..
then left around 1am

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tomorrow ...
pey shin's birthday
planned to give her suprise as well
but kah wei accidentally told her smth ...
so , initial plan cancel
but at the end ...
we had meet our mission ...
lolz

she went out wif her sis , and we pakat wif her sis ...
around 11.45pm , we all reach her hse and hide inside her room
until she reach home .... then ' suprise '

the 1st cake ..
not for eat but for play .... wuhoo ~~





the proper ' cake ' for eat
















birthday card


tats all for here