失去方向

哈 ！！ 好笑吗？ 我有再度失去自我了
白痴！！

我不知道我到底要怎样
太多太多的事情
涌进我的生活
太多的机会站在我面前
我不知道
我真的不晓得要怎么选

三岔路口？
我的应该有5 / 6 岔吧

贪心的我
希望每个都拥有
可是 ， 一旦你分太多的心
就等于什么也做不好了
那又有什么意义 ？

反复的想了想
可能， 尝试是可以的
失败了就当是份鼓励
有哪条路一踏上就是高速公路？
毕竟还是要走几段小路的，不是吗
要是成功， 那固然好了

可是，我又怕跌得太伤
毕竟这是我的第一次
加上我的成本不多
这条路， 会顺利吗？

啊！！！
就是这几个问题把我搞得团团转

没有顾虑 = 天真
太过顾虑 = 烦恼 + 怠慢 ...... 然后换来安全？

毕业了就去考空姐。。。 我行吗？
毕业了再继续读书 ... children's psychology ... 我行吗？ 我真的需要吗？
毕业后就进入 event company ?
毕业后继续 part time 做保险业 ？
开始做网上买卖... 有那么简单吗？ 真的会赚钱？
开始参与 bazaar ... 会顺利吗？
把 daycare centre 买下来经营？ 行得通吗？

我该怎样？

book warm

been ignoring my blog for almost 1 month again ...
reli sry my dear readers ...
been reli reli bz this few weeks ...
oh .. WTF

went to book fair wif shawn and wan li ...
never expect i will brought this much of books ...
never thought that i will spend so much money for it ...
much more than i spend for my clothing .. =.=''

tada ------------>>


the eng version - [One Fifth Avenue] & [Thanks for the Memories]


Chinese version --- as u can see ...

total cost : RM298
hohoho

becoming a book-warm ?
perhaps ... ?
but its true that I'm already addicted to books .... =)

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some of you may concern , how's my work @ THE STAR
oh .... how should I say ?
It's just too complicated

wear formal to work everyday , pass LDP toll everyday, park my car at B2 everyday, brainstorming everyday, been taught / educated everyday, perhaps some complain as well
argggg ~~~
its too lame to describe it anymore ...
but the conclusion is I DON'T LIKE THIS JOB, BUT I'M FORCED TO WORK !!

thanks god that I'm still quite lucky cause I no need to work for 7 days a week and my working hour is 9am-5.15pm , break time is 1pm-2pm

thanks god again for whenever I need my dear, he is just right beside me
Thanks for being there for me .... mental support is reli help !!


the department


my work place
yeap ... my lappie is still following me =)



this will be following me 3 months more ....