Life is simply what our feelings do to us.

花雨

2012-01-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

Killing me Softly

2012-01-15T23:01:00.004+08:00

December Momentum

2012-01-14T18:43:00.003+08:00

Last month of year 2011, I decide to run, run as fast as I can.... I just wanna prove that I can do so... I kept the positive thinking, I told myself, I already WON in the game! Yea, I set it in my mind.

Guess what, with the high spirit of mine & my partner, we both work together and WON every week, to be the top among all of my colleagues. I feel good and happy definitely, and that was a breakthrough for me as well. Then we have a portluck celebration at Eileen's (My partner) house.

Cloud View Condo, so 'pro' the name ... yet defined exactly as this...

The night view from their balcony. Awesome isn't ?

Back to the portluck celebration, I decide to DIY sushi, for the 2 cuttiiees to play around as well.

Ryeanne & Rachel

I don't have the recipe of making sushi, I just refer to youtube, and agak-agak only lor ... Got my ingredient prepared from Tesco, carrot, crab meat, rice, and seaweed. No doubt that DIY sushi is full of fun, the 2R happily 'helping' me, but poor them, kept scold by the mummy.

Here you go, the outcome :

I will only rate 2/10 for it, sticky rice, tasteless, and ugly. Still need a lots of practice thou =)

All About Lovin' You

2012-01-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

I listening to Bon Jovi's songs.. With his sexy voice, I feel love, and it's so much of it!

A song named "Always".
I used not to listen to it, but today it melt my heart, not because of Bon Jovi but because of him. He used to sing and shout this song.... I always starred at him and ask him to shut up! But now, god know how much I miss it.

"Thank you for loving me" I always said I love him, but I seldom say Thank you for loving me. Thanks my love, for being my eyes when I couldn't see, for being with me whenever I need you, for giving me your full support and so on so on so on.... I can never finish it, now, I'm just too late to appreciate it.

You stay strong in my heart, do I either? Me love, "What do you got?" You got love, you got me, stay here for you forever...

Just remember....

"All about lovin' you"

VKA Corporate Shoot

2012-01-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

It has been a while, I suppose to upload this post last year xD

VKA Wealth Planner Sdn Bhd is my current company, based at Puchong IOI Boulevard. A very nice working environment, provided with the support from our team and also the proven success system. Kindly click on the link above, and 'LIKE' our fb page. Thx ya !

Many people surprise that I went into this field, and they very concerning for the reason behind. Let me share a little bit here, I choose this career is for long term purposes.
1) This business can give me passive income, which mean even if I'm not working, there's still income for me on monthly basis.
2) By figure out my ideal income, this is the business that can fulfill my ideal income.
3) What car I want to drive? What house I want to live? How long I aim to achieve it?
4) This business is about team work as well, work hard with your team, you may get even higher income.
5) There's already a proven success system, simply follow that, success is just next door to you.

Basically, why I said it's for long term, is just because through this platform, ur income will grow bigger and bigger, you can achieve what you want if you work hard on it.

I practice a lots of visualization, to visualize who will I become in 5 years time, how's my lifestyle will be, and what kind of income I'm earning in 5 years time, 10 years time or even longer, then what can I do for my family, what can I do for myself ... Yea, no doubt, this is all money money $$$$, but aren't you work hard just for money as well?
Friends, plan for your future, be specific on what you want to achieve and when you would like it to be.

I do enjoy working with these bunch of colleagues, and our average age is just 25 years old. Youngsters mix around, with the fighting spirit, we supporting each other and work happily together.

未结束的美

2012-01-01T12:47:00.001+08:00

钟声响起，烟花绽放，意味着新的一年真的来了。。
我没有特别开心，也没有伤心，感觉一半一半，残留了一丝遗憾。。
昂往回首，2011年，把我的欢笑，幸福，带回来了，也把它们带走了。。
心里的不舍，谁懂？

是不是都要忘记过去，迎接新的一年，给自己新的开始？
我。。。不愿意。。
任性的执著，还是期待那天的来临，我依然坚持着。。

未结束的美，有着过去的精彩，未来的神秘

Last Christmas

2011-12-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day, you give it away
This year, to save me from tears, I'll give it to someone special

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Indeed,
Last Christmas, I celebrated without you, cause you were too far away from me
I did a small video as the special present to surprise you
That's all I can do for you as my special one
[ http://little-princess-cheryl.blogspot.com/2010/12/christmas.html ]

This year, you are just so near to me,
but why is it still seems so far or even further than last year ?

You know,

♥ ALLIWANTFORCHRISTMASISYOU ♥

Borneo Park

2011-12-15T15:28:00.007+08:00

答应过的海滩篇，终于... 来了...

Jesselton Point, 那里的码头，风景很不错，就连那里的海水都很清晰，真的很期待那里的海滩会是怎么样的..

我们去了两个海滩，一个是Mamutik, 一个是Manukan . 本人比较喜欢第一个海滩，因为比较干净. 或许另一个海滩比较出名，个个人都去那里，所以肮脏了一点吧.

PANTAI MAMUTIK

深浅分明，海水真的很清晰...

我们用着潜水用具潜水，不费力就能看见千万条鱼在身边游过.. 这是我的第一次，虽然只是小鱼，但是感觉真的很美妙. 原来海底世界是这样的，原来鱼的世界是这么的快乐，只是人们的无私，导致海水污染... 家园，乐园，变污园，鱼儿们真可怜 =（

在那里，也尝试了另一个海上活动，看似刺激, 原来......

哈哈，套上安全措施时，心情真的很紧张，还有点害怕，可原来.... 就是这样... 飞上天，掉下水，冲个凉... 呆久了会有点无聊.. 不过这可是很特别的体验，我又多了个经验..

PANTAI MANUKAN

这清晰的海水，就只有在靠近船停泊的地方才有，要潜水也得游到那里才看得到鱼..

这里有Berjaya Group 的酒店，所以多数都是游客，还有很多外国人..

玩累了，冲凉了，要回城市去了..

这一次，我又有了另一个第一次，我 Sun Burn 了!!　
去了这么多海滩，原来，我是会 Sun Burn 的.. >.<

The Yellow Bride

2011-12-13T21:23:00.004+08:00

(Copyright from Joan Tang http://joantang1225.blogspot.com/2011/12/blog-post.html)

希望自己会是你的新娘
拥有一辈子的幸福
拥有一辈子的快乐

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即兴的马六甲半日游，有着一个矮小又不听话的模特儿，扮Pro的Photographer, 贴心的助理，和新手化装师。马六甲古迹有多出名不须我多提，只不过那这个景来拍照是真的不错看。下次再upload正式的照片，敬请期待 =)

痛

2011-12-09T19:23:00.002+08:00

我真的不舍得
我真的不坚强
我真的不喜欢
我真的后悔了

哭过了，泪流了，
心是痛的，说不出来的痛

Pass is a good place to visit but not a place to stay

2011-12-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

A very nice phrase from the best buddy, Kuok-Shawn

It does impressed me and straight touch into my heart when I first read it.. I do told this to one of my good friend whom seems to be upset for quite sometimes. But when apply to myself, I found it extremely difficult to be practice.

No way !!
You got no idea how much I wish I could just stay in the past... I wish everything still remain the same ... You know how important are you to me , you know how much I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.

Great Love , Right Love

2011-12-01T18:14:00.005+08:00

Yves's article : http://yvesdebabe.blogspot.com/2011/10/timing.html

I know from my deep heart, there's love called 'Let go'
I know very clearly, of what should I do
Just I'm too stubborn, I don't feel like doing both.

Love is so amazing that bring us joy and sadness in anyway. It does melt our heart when we see the love one scarified anything for us, do something sweet for us, cook our favourite meal or even just a simple outing or dating. It also made tears when arguement happens, things doesn't turn up as expected or lies appear.

Meeting the right person at the wrong time
Meeting the wrong person at the right time

Find your Mr. / Ms. right in these thousands, billions of peoples... Its Hard ?? I got no idea.. But when get together, have you ever imagine that it's two peoples getting together ? That so called two become one. It may be two totally different peoples whom tight up together, or opposite way that two similar people catches each others. After all, is LOVE that hold us on.

When apologize speaks nothing at all

2011-11-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

It's the song "It's too late to apologize"
Yeah !! Fuck yeah !!

I would say, November is just not my month ! Definitely not ! Things screwed up, hell tension on career, and you know what... Tears drop too frequent ! Why? Cause I take things too seriously perhaps.

I'm lost that I dunno where can I go
I'm sad that I got no where to go
I'm disappointed that I'm just too weak !

It's night time again, for the awkward moment like now, I hate night time til the max. Everything came attack me..
Memories tells me how sweet are we used to be, hp shows me how long can we chat for the day, Songs remind me how hurt it is, Presents reminds me of arguement, Bed refresh back the bedtime story..... Everything, contained 'YOU'

I'm just not that tough as I thought, I'm just a little girl, I'm just selfish, I'm just falling too deep into you.

Damn it !!

威武神山

2011-11-28T10:30:00.012+08:00

相隔很久很久，我现在才再提起，我答应已久的KK trip. 第一次带自己的家人，乘坐飞机去旅行。第一次，我跟我的大家庭一起去旅行，有着两个爸爸，两个妈妈，两个哥哥，两个弟弟，一个妹妹，可惜姐姐无法出席。

我们住的地方是由姐姐安排， Lavender Lodge. 类似背包旅行的住宿，厕所并不是attached在房里，但是算整洁，我们都很满意。

老板和老板娘人很好，跟我们介绍了很多当地的美食，帮我们安排了交通。还有，老板娘很喜欢我，赞我美丽，要介绍她的孩子给我？？哈哈，可爱吧 =）

这里还有外地来的旅客所留下的留言，多数都是外国人，他们对LL都很满意。

很可爱对吧，突然想念起老板娘。。。

还有很无辜的大哥，被丢下的孩子

海滩，我不记得名字了

晚餐时间，“大家来”餐馆。一级棒！

第一名！！我分不清这是什么，总之就是好吃！！一口气吃了很多，很满足，现在很想念！

蒙古肉，味道特别 =）

还有KL没有的树仔菜。。KK的树仔菜是吃梗，不是叶子，味道独特，口感更佳！

再来时记载这特别的活动，我的第一次。。

吃人鱼！！

吃人死皮的鱼。。。

很恶心！！

第二天的旅程，来到之前提到的Kundasang。
犹如来到世外桃源，冰冷的风，打在脸上，尤其舒服。。

美中不足，我们住的地方似鬼屋，potong steam =.=

哥儿们。。背景是不是很美？

晚上的节目，只剩自得其乐。。但是天气真的很冷，一直颤抖。。

半夜的温度吓死人，我没办法睡好。。
清澄的太阳，却给了些温暖。。

一个类似纽西兰的地方。。背后的神山，隐隐若现，壮观！

我的兄弟，被他们疼爱，受宠若惊 =p

再来一张

下次再聊，那会是海滩篇 =）

Can you ?

2011-11-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

Make Up

2011-11-27T11:34:00.004+08:00

Make up is so important hur ?? It will show how respect are you towards the event or person, agree ??

Sunny Saturday ... I went for Bridal Dinner Dress photoshoot at Malacca. Thanks for Robert Tu who be my photographer, YK be the assistance and Joan be my make up artist! I do enjoy the trip til the max !

That's the different of me without the make up and with the make up on.

Big different hur ??

Will upload the proper photos soon, be patient =)

谢谢

2011-11-22T22:54:00.004+08:00

第一次在这里聊及自己的事业，原来我已经入行半年了。
起起伏伏，开心伤心，消极积极，悲观乐观，取决自己

这个十一月，想做些什么，来证明自己其实是可以的，想要肯定自己的能力，可是怎么总是感觉缺乏了些什么... 或许是自己某方面的不顺而导致，但是在这里，我衷心感谢,

YK LOONG & JOAN TANG --- 两个一直给我正能量的人, 两个一直陪在身边鼓励我的人！！

很 productive 的寻宝游戏，打 cold call 的意志力。。
在他们身上，我学会怎么去享受其中，乐于其中，一再努力不放弃！
让我抛开戒心，专注该专注的，积极面对！

喜欢 Joan 的笑声，开怀大笑，无从拘束
喜欢 YK 的冷笑话，瞬间释怀，忘掉烦恼
喜欢自己的反应，被吸引着

有人说，我笑起来很美....
不管是不是真的，就让我继续笑吧...

至少，当我回温回忆，我是真的发自内心地笑了..

Selfish

2011-11-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

Just want to think for myself
Just want to keep thing for myself
Just don't want to bother what others would comment
Just don't want to think for others

Yes !!
I just want to keep you for myself

Yes !!
ONLY ME !!!

Please ....................

O.B.W.

2011-11-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

发生的过去
已成回忆

那个你
到底什么权力
假惺惺

为何我
愿意

从心出发
毫不容易

这个你
藏着神秘
我满怀诚意

这个我
一丝怀疑
却只想毫不犹豫

我的心
对不起
伤不起

现在和未来
我只能珍惜

百里挑一 1/ 4

2011-09-11T13:16:00.002+08:00

P.E.A.C.E.

2011-09-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

Take a deep breathe
Empty my mind
Looking at the sun set

I felt extremely release by doing this. After the stressful life, I need this to relax my mind.

Everything happened for a reason. We wouldn't have enough time or chance to ask for every why, we just let it be sometimes. For things happened now, indeed, I'm too afraid to know the reason, so I skip the 'WHY'.

How I wish everything remain the same... How I wish things happen as I wish... But guess what ? You are requesting too much, Cheryl !

No Goodbye

2011-09-01T11:30:00.004+08:00

Speechless... My mind was empty ...

I did not feel angry at all, just I knew that wasn't only your fault, but part of mine. Surprise is that I never thought this will happen. Past memories kept popping out in my mind, and kept repeating. I don't wanna ask for reason, but I'm stubborn enough to hope for miracle again. Even though I know the result, yet still keep trying and disappoint myself every time. Oh well, I know I'm stupid.

That is me. This is me.
I sincerely treating you as whoever you deserve to be. The moment I be serious that means I'm truely sincere enough and everything, every emotions were from my deep heart. I trying hard to be strong and independent as part of the reason were to not pressure on you and afraid of losing you.

There is no price tag on every person, so I do not know how to judge the value of a person, I believe neither you can. Just to follow my heart, it says you deserve it.

2011-07-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

Kota Kinabalu

2011-07-24T10:11:00.003+08:00

Travel mafia ~~ haha ... I'm so pampered and enjoy it ... =D

After Bandung trip, I got another family trip to KK. Flight ticket were extremely cheap, only RM32 for 2 ways flight ! Haha, U aren't wrong, it's reli RM32 only !!

Thanks for Eric and Sunny for the kind information about KK, where should we go, where got nice food and bla bla ...
By the way, our accommodation wasn't that satisfying, back-packers style hotel and the another chalet was so geli, dirty... Kiram's Village @ Kundasang , PLEASE DO NOT STAY THERE !

The first time I travel with my big family, I got 2 mummy and 2 daddy, 2 elder brother, 1 elder sister, 2 younger brother and 1 younger sister. Wow ~~~ That's my god parents la =)

Continue next post for more photos ya ... Patient =)

Bandung is for cheap and tasty food

2011-07-17T14:50:00.010+08:00

Apologize for the late update for Bandung trip ...
It was an awesome trip I would say, everything there were so cheap, included their food, shopping, accommodation etc.

Pictures say a thousand words, enjoy ya =)

Our apartment was clean and satisfying. Mirrows everywhere, looks grand.

The first night we had our dinner settled at Bandung's most expensive restaurant.

The view is similar to our Look out point @ Ampang.

The environment was awesome as well, windy, and just romantic enough for couple date.

We have Western food for dinner. Sorry for unprofessional photograph.

Even though it was the most expensive restaurant, but in average, each of us spent only RM60, and our meal comes with a king prawn, super worth it !

2nd day :-

The first meal of the day, simple breakfast

Then we depart to Chenyi's uni, to have a look at her uni and also her lifestyle over there.
She brought us to their usual dine place. The first meal we had ..

Their 'Bek Bek' is duck actually, the one with red hot chilli on top. Then the other 1 was chicken, and sambal kangkung. The vege is super cheap, it's only 1.20 in Malaysia Ringgit !
Rated 9/10 for this !

Then the second meal, which located just opposite the place we had our 1st meal. I forgot the name, but basically is the fried chicken putted inside their soup. Wasn't attracted by it's outlook right, but taste good thou =)
Rated 7.5/10

After the proper meal, we walk around to look for their 'junk food' or I should call it 'small food' ?

What I eating is 'Gehu' = Tauge + Toufu
Thumb up !! Spicy enough, Syok !

Batagor, the only food which I totally cant accept. Taste like smelly taufu, very geli =(

Dessert after that, Potong ice-cream

Then we proceed to the famous bridge, the most historical left over in Bandung.

Dinner time, the driver took us to a very nice restaurant, for their ikan bakar.

Rice wrapped in Pandan leaf, very nice of them =)

This is the recommended drink, Avocoffee = Avocado + coffee
Wasn't suitable for me at all, ieeuuu ~~~

Then they have chilli sauce, all kind of it ... =)

Next, we asked the driver to bring us for this fried chicken. We do surprised him as we keep ask him about nice food and he said we were really 'kuat makan'

The very famous 'Suharti Fried Chicken'. Nothing special actually, rated 6/10

Another specialty about Bandung is they were famous with Factory outlet. They have tons of it, but only 'Rumah Mode', the most fashionable and suitable for us. We paid a visit on 2nd day night and also the 3rd day morning. All in all, I only get myself 2 dresses.

The night view of it.

The day view

3rd Day :-

The day we visit to the volcano, very beautiful, weather was awesome too.

Their flea market, just located beside the volcano.

Then .... eat again !

Taufu + Chilli padi, walao !! Super the syok ! Never thought both of them can match that perfectly. Thumbsss up !
Another thing to mentioned is, it's only 20 cents for each taufu.

Mee Baso with beef balls. Simple and nice.

Night time, we had our dinner in the jungle. It's truely beyond our expectations !

The environment was amazing !

And the seat is like a pondok. Everyone got their own pondok which you can fully enjoy your meal.

This was our pondok.

Please knock the bamboo for help or call for the waitress. Cool right ?

Could you please imagine, with this kind of environment and we ordered 5 sets of meal, which included pizza, fried rice, satay, duck rice, chicken chop, and our drinks, it's just cost us RM20 per person. Cant imagine ? Then please pay a visit there, I really miss their food now, so badly .....

第五章

2011-07-10T21:49:00.003+08:00

那個男人- 玄彬 - 秘密花園

2011-07-09T09:52:00.003+08:00

有個男人愛著你
那個男人認真的愛著你
每天像影子一樣的跟著你
那個男人笑著
卻也在流淚

還需要多久多久
一直這樣只是凝望著你
獨自
這像風一般的愛情
這像是謊言的愛情
繼續下去
你會愛上我嗎

稍微靠近我一點
就一點
靠近一步卻又逃開兩步
愛著你的我
現在依然就在身邊
那個男人哭泣著

那個男人的性格很謹慎
所以說要學習微笑的方法
有很多對好朋友也不能說的話
那個男人的心充滿淚水

所以那個男人說
愛上了你
因為一樣
又是一樣的傻瓜
就一次抱抱我再走可以嗎

我想得到愛
你啊
每天只在心裡
只在內心大聲呼喊
那個男人今天也在你的身邊

你知道那個男人是我嗎
不會是明明知道卻還這樣吧
你不會知道的
因為你是傻瓜

還需要多久多久
一直這樣只是凝望著你
獨自
這像風一般的愛情
這像是謊言的愛情
繼續下去
你會愛上我嗎

稍微靠近我一點就一點
靠近一步卻又逃開兩步
愛著你的我
現在依然就在身邊
那個男人哭泣著

那個女人 - 白智英 - 秘密花園

2011-07-09T09:39:00.003+08:00

有个女人爱着你
那个女人她认真地爱着你
每天就像影子一样
跟随着你的脚步
那个女人微笑着
却也在流泪

还要多久多久
你啊
让我独自这样注视着
就像风一样的爱情
这像是在乞求的爱情

还要继续多久
你才能够爱我呢
稍为的靠近一点
稍为的
靠近你一步却又后退了两步
爱着你的我现在就在你身旁
那个女人在哭着

那个女人的个性很仔细
所以在学着怎么微笑
许多对朋友都不能倾诉
那些话太多了

那个女人的心
充满了泪水
所以那个女人
对于你
一样如此爱着

这样的傻瓜
又是这样的傻瓜
难道拥抱我一次都不行吗

我想得到爱
你啊
每天在心中在内心里面
用力的呼喊
那个女人今天也在你身旁

你知道那个女人就是我吧
还是你明暸却假装不知道呢
你不懂的傻瓜似的你啊

还要多久多久
你啊
让我独自这样注视着
就像傻瓜一样的爱情
这像是在乞求的爱情
还要继续多久你才能够爱我呢

稍为的靠近一点
稍为的
靠近你一步却又后退了两步
爱着你的我现在就在你身旁
那个女人在哭着

2011-07-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

I wish
My smile can accompany u no matter what happen

Because

Yours do so to me
Even just simple words , it can cheer me up

2011-06-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

June babe

2011-06-19T15:37:00.006+08:00

We usually celebrate their birthday together, as Wei's birthday falls on 16th of June and Eunice's is 17th of June. This year is our so called '21st big birthday', Eunice's sis has been headache on her birthday celebration and she wanted to make it as big as possible, and it's a surprise birthday for her. Therefore, we have to separate the celebration.

Mr. Tan Kah Wei, 8 yrs friends

Our beloved 'Brunei Sultan's god-son'. A gentlemen, sayang his parents, and our so called 'poker king'... He is really my good brada, we do share every experience and difficulties in life with each other.
Let me do some promotion, he's still Single but Not available ... o.O

Ms. Eunice Chen, I couldn't remember when was the first time we meet, but our friendship longer than 4 years already I guess.
A pretty, sweet girl, who always showered with love from everybody around her. She's smart and hardworking, always score in exam. Our so called 'good girl', and we actually try to educate her some 'bad things', and she looks rather cute than rude.
Guess what, She is still available ! Please grab while stock last ... xD

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.
- By Arnold H. Glasow

2011-06-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

第四章

2011-06-18T00:40:00.003+08:00

Though of you

2011-06-17T23:34:00.003+08:00

For once, I hope time flows back, and stop there..
Where me and you were so happy seeing each other everyday, as the drug of life

I miss those days
I miss the activity that we would like to do everyday, seeing each other everyday
I miss that we would like to share every single thing to each other as the very 1st person
I miss when I was showered with 'sayang'
I miss seeing you in diff outlook, especially 'white blouse' on

Yes, I miss you, it's YOU !!

450 Days

2011-06-17T17:15:00.005+08:00

Perhaps, it should be 'things i wasn't dare to change' yet the 'things i was so care about is U'

Just The Way You Are - AHMIR cover

2011-06-12T14:09:00.001+08:00

一首我很喜欢的歌
一首有着深厚意义的歌
用这首歌求婚，应该都不会失败吧...

给予我，它是可以让我cheer up 的歌
喜欢沉醉在梦幻世界里
就是这首歌可以让我觉得幸福
就这样，我知道我要更努力
幸福就在不远处
我看见
它在向我招手

YES BABE !! CHEER UP ^^

Just feel like throwing rubbish here

2011-05-24T21:31:00.004+08:00

Yea, like my title of the post, I treated here as the rubbish bin...
Duh ~~~ How can I cope with 'THIS' ?? Sort of 'out of sudden' but in fact it might be 'expected'.

Yes! again, I'm fucking selfish !! I couldn't understand your feeling and I do not know how's that feel actually. I tried to take what you're facing now, and I found it seems so true to be believe. I cannot control that as I'm just nothing to you, perhaps. I never expect it to be so strong feeling and it really getting more and more complicated.
Why am I taking it so seriously ? Doesn't it seems fucking stupid ??

Life is simply what our feeling do to us
So mean yet so true. If I would say I just wanna follow my feeling, that's just bullshit. How could a person make the decision by just follow the feeling ? Anyhow, I wish I could, so that things got easier to settle, it's just non of my business, sounds good ?
But life just so short for us to live. Don't ever give yourself a chance for such a thing called REGRET ! Yet to avoid regret you have to think deeply, one, two, three, four, ten times, thousands times ... I'm currently in this stage, no matter how deep I go, I couldn't get a conclusion/answer for myself.

Again, Why should you give a damn har Cheryl ?? Please make up your mind !!

Jessie J - Price Tag ft. B.o.B.

2011-05-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

It's not about the money money money
We don't need your money money money
We just wanna make the world dance
Forget about the price tag

*********************************************************************************

Really tension these few days
Kept repeat and remind myself, Why should I give a damn ?
Damn ! Why is this happen ?
Damn ! Why is that YOU ??
Damn ! How should I treat YOU ??
Gosh !! How should I cope with that ??

2011-05-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

We are qualified now

2011-05-22T11:12:00.005+08:00

It's been 2 months ago for my birthday .... oops, paiseh

Birthday ain't special for me but special for both of my parents. Thanks for giving birth on me and thanks for giving me the special family members I have. So for this year, I make sure my family will not absent for my birthday celebration.

Here you go, the simple lunch with my family and aunt's family.

Then I got another special mates who celebrate with me too, the fellow Kotra colleagues
A very funny and friendly colleagues I have, feel good to work together with them.

And of course, not to left out the super duper special 1

I choose just to dinner with him instead of the bunch mates. Perhaps I'm really getting old , I just wan simple celebration will do. Thanks babe for the present too, it melts my heart, won my tears !

Y'day was the another birthday celebration for babe and Hong yee. We have our dinner at Plus One Shabu Shabu, 1u.

Then the 2nd round at The beer factory. It's fun to see our little girl, eunice who get drunk y'day.

Last but not least
Happy belated birthday to Hong Yee, and Happy birthday in advance to Edmund !

We are officially qualified to the casino now ! =p

一个破口的杯子，转个面看，还是完美的

2011-03-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

日本9级地震，世上最强悍的地震，是那么的残不忍睹，损失惨重。
对于日本人来说，却是‘幸亏’ ，幸亏是发生在日本，要是发生在马来西亚，我想人们通通死了。
日本人的防范措施做得太好了，政府的慷慨，人们的团结，你不会看见争先恐后，趁火打劫的画面。可想想，他们的人民是多么的正义，为他人着想。
再看看我们马来西亚，实在惭愧。。。

在埋怨自己的生活吗？想想日本人，看看自己的现况，你就知道什么叫幸福。
世界末日要来临了吗，其实我也害怕，太多的事情未完成，太多的地方没去过，就这样走了不是很可惜？试试从另一个角度看，这或许是让人改过的最后一次机会。所以不要灰心了吧，充实每一天，让自己没有遗憾就好。

然而，在感情的世界里，我们往往看得太正面而忽略了侧面，就这样产生了争执。后来发现，或许事情并非那么坏，只要再多思考，多为别人着想，一切会变得不同。

“一个破口的杯子，转个面看，还是完美的”
我从中学习，体会到的事情，是放眼世界，多些宽容，再多加思考，整件事情就会变得不一样。不相信，就试试看吧。

我的情人节

2011-02-20T10:36:00.007+08:00

情人节

一个商业化的日子

玫瑰起价
餐厅的食物起价，有些还‘用心地’推出一年一次的情侣套餐（其实只是方便主厨，一次性的煮一大锅，省时省力，还可以赚多些）
Shopping Complex 情侣超多，没有parking, 什么事情都要排队，戏院也‘爆磅’
总结就是哪里都有人，而且是很多的情侣..

尽然，我也是其中一个中毒的人

Babe 提议到 Victoria Station 享用晚餐，我就上网看看价格，也比较有没有更好的选择，出乎预料， Victoria Station 的情侣套餐只需 RM95.90++

Zoom zoom zoom !!

帮帮眼，请告诉我是不是清楚写着 RM95.90 ++ PER COUPLE ？
结果尽然是RM95.90++ per person， WTF ??!!

算了，叫A Lart Cart 比较划算，应该也会比较好吃.. 加上一瓶 Sparkling Juice, 照片如下

饱！！但说不上赞..

用完餐，原本打算去看场电影，结果到处都满了，最后决定回家

一个小小的房间
有着可爱的我，还有傻傻的他...

开赌啦，等啥？
我是庄家，赌家开10咖，输得他叫妈妈 =）

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我真心感恩，有你在身旁，不离不弃。。
你总是原谅我的过错，接受我的缺点。。
能成为你的掌上明珠, 是我最大的幸福。。

Babe,
You're so wonderful, I'll tell you everyday..
You'll never need to change, just stay as how you are..
I'll call that perfect.

Yes! MYPERFECTMAN !

ILOVEYOU

I wanna be your heart and soul

2011-02-16T09:39:00.005+08:00

SORRY for late update , I'm seriously damn lazy and no mood to update recently, paiseh

Hows my life goin on ? So far so good I would say.

I been to Berjaya Hills a.k.a Bukit Tinggi before CNY start. It's mom's company trip and we took tat opportunity to have some holiday. There was a nice place for relaxation, but just a 1 night stay is more than enough. You'll need to bring food up there, or else you gonna pay that freaking much for a meal ( ig : RM6/tin of 100plus ).

The weather was freaking cold, I was kept struggling all the time !! As you can observe, it rain almost everyday before CNY start, such a weirdo.. and even I'm just middle of the hill, I can't really stand the coolness. And FYI, there having 'fur fur rain' and strong strong wind all the time.. >.<

I sincerely says that, I LOVE MY FAMILY PRETTY MUCH !!

and truely means that, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING !!

Then is ' nian 30 wan' for the reunion dinner, and 'nian chu 1'.

I have the one and only picture for CNY... When I was on my way back to hometown.

'Nian chu 6' was my uncle's big day. He rank the smallest in my father side's family. Oh finally, Grandma got to see every of her children get married.

CNY almost coming to the end, today is the last 2 days of CNY. Basically I felt that the CNY this year was sucks. No CNY feel, no nice place to go, no point, no nothing... Only eat, drink and gain weight, and we almost gamble everyday coz of the 'CNY ma ~~' oh FML

Ciaoz =)

Imma a Happy Bee

2011-01-17T20:39:00.005+08:00

Cheryl aka Edmond's gf aka Edmond's pampered babe

Wuhoo ~~~ she is back after so long ....

Sound so wrong ? It suppose to be Cheryl's bf is back after so long instead ? Whatever , we both are holding hand together again...

4 months plus gone, both of us gone thru the life without each other. For sure his life is much more interesting than mine, but for me, I guess I gone thru the hardest time so far, to be more independent, and time proof to me that we are still tying each other so tight. Distance says that we were so far apart yet it doesn't affect the love, it make us love each other even more!

I went to airport with bf's family, I truly cant wait to meet my boy, I cant express how I feel when I 1st sight my boy appear in front of me ! No tears of course, but just so sweet, felt like hell yeah, finally... And guess what, babe lost weight like 5kg ? Omg, heart pain isn't it ... Nvm, he will be that round again very soon =)

Pressie from Paris, London ... and some Pounds $$$
=p

♥♥♥♥♥♥

My Love
Our timeless love and memories will guide us through.
My life's complete thanks to you

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Oh nana ~~

2011-01-10T23:52:00.005+08:00

Oh Nana ... wats my name ~~~
Oh Nana ... wats my name ~~~ wats my name ~~~

The lyrics kept repeating on my mind, and the answer appeared was Mrs. Boo ..
Hohohoho ~~ think too much is it ?? Whatever ... 5 more days babeh ~~

Edmond's pampered babe ... will be back soon !!
weeeee ~~~~
Oh Nana ~~~~ Mrs. Boo ~~~
=D

Je t'aime

2011-01-07T19:25:00.007+08:00

The city of LV, Gucci, Prada

The city of coolness stuff

The city of LOVE

The city of bla bla bla

Oh wtF !! I need Doremon desperately ! Send me there please !!

and I hate the bf !! How can he go without me ??

Omg !! So jealous !! So envy !!! So dislike !!! So bo song la !!!
I wan go with you, Boo Edmond !!
How can you dump me here to the City of Love ...

** Heart Broken **
='(

P.R.I.V.A.C.Y

2011-01-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

Privacy is something or somewhere for you to do whatever you want, and also, to cover the feeling of guiltiness.

Why is people read your diary and you scold them of not giving you the privacy ?

If you did not do anything wrong, is that really matter much for other people to read ?

Why is people not telling the truth and saying this is their privacy ?? Then blame for other people not giving them privacy ??

Bullshit! Privacy is just a reason, a fake terms, to cover up what have you done, and to protect yourself.

Full stop.

Two Thousand Eleven

2011-01-02T23:21:00.004+08:00

Bye 2010, Welcome to the New year 2011 !

I couldn't remember what exactly I did on last year's today, I mean 31st Dec 2009, but surely I countdown with ma boy. This year, he wasn't here with me and I felt so much different, so much more lonely and so much unsecured.

It's totally the opposite way of how we celebrate the X'mas eve, we all decided to go up to the hill and countdown with tons of people there. It was really scary to walk in such a crowd and I got no one to hold... Grhhh ~~ As I mentioned in fb, there's no jam all the way to Genting, at our time 7-ish. But at the time we walk to the outdoor theme park, 9-ish, there's long long train stuck on the road. Hu ~~~ lucky us thou (= Besides that, the weather suprised me too ! Bloody hell ! Luckily I wear jeans and long sleeves, but the coldness still made all of us kept struggling.

This was my first time and I do experienced a very different new year eve, with such amount of people, such weather, such funny buddies and without the bf. Yet, Genting disappointed me til the max ! How can they repeated ' I gotta Felling ' for half an hour b4 twelve ? This song was kinda outdated already isn't it ? How can the Emcee speak Mandarin instead of English ? How can the stage still with Merry Christmas background on ? How can the PA system so sucks and there's no firework this year !! Omg ~~ wasted !! Blame the midsty weather, blame the bloody wind !

Anyway, for a brand new year, I hope everything will be fine, everyone stay healthy and happily.... The most important thing, babe is coming back the another 12 days, cant wait cant wait !!! I gonna hug him 99, kiss him 99, and stick with him 99 ~~~ lalalalalalalalalalalala ~~

H A P P Y

N E W

Y E A R

2 0 1 1

Christmas

2010-12-30T21:20:00.004+08:00

The long time no see fren ...
Eunice, Chen Yi, Carol, Cheryl, Kaisven
Kah Wei, Min Wei
( The X'mas theme for our dress code )

For this year Christmas, we choose to stay home instead of squeezing ourselves in those scary and crazy crowd. Kah Wei's house is always our choice, and his house having the Loklok party too ...

I finish work at 10pm and then rush home to get prepared to Wei's hse ... I was late and was the last person indeed. Then is to have my supper and chit chat with them. I always found myself to be released when I was with them. We talk whatever we want and laugh as loud as we could. No secret as we treat each other like boyfi or galfi...

For my another half, he was having fun with the relatives at somewhere which is soo full with X'mas feel. So many present to receive and so many nice food to taste !! Oh ma Amitabah, I'm really jealous of him, and yet I can't do anything !

By the way, I did this video to suprise him.

Babe, remember I'm sweet and lovely okay ?? xD

Merry belated Christmas ! and Happy New Year !!

Let's welcome the Two Thousand Eleven together babeh ~~~

Laura oh Mercier

2010-12-29T08:38:00.004+08:00

I'm finally released ! Ha ! and free from make up ~~ say Yay !!

Told you, after a blink, here goes another month. I gained so much experience when working with them, learned so much thing, and I'm now more confident to do make up for other peoples. Their product were awesome as I told you last few post, customer got confident towards us, and there were also quite a number of people come and look for us and said " I heard your primer and loose power are very good". Yes people, admit it, it's pretty good and I'm glad that my face doesn't have any side effect after so long.

Irene the supervisor is the funniest 1. The way she speak and act, I can laugh 99; but still, sometimes she looks kinda serious and I'm actually afraid of talking to her.

Winnie the Puuu ..... My Darling since dunno how many years, she taught me how to make up bla bla bla... Thanks to her that my make up skill had improve like so many kali ganda ** =D We do complain to each other about this and that, release tension ma ...

Lilian the other permanent staff, she was good in eyebrow shading thou ... Although there are some unhappy stuff , but past means past, watever it is, she is still friendly and talkative.

Grace my sweet sista working with me for 2 weeks plus I guess, settle the lunch at the bf's hse and dabao lunch from the vegetarian shop or me or mummy'll prepared the lunch.. Wuhoo, save money, and we got home made food, dun jealous please =p She's my all time listener and advisor, glad to have her, other wise I woudn't know how to kill time, will be bored til the max, like how I experienced the last week of work, OMfG ~~

Kate and Pei Ann are the others part timer like me, both of them were also pretty nice people, I gossip a lot about their life, so do them... Information exchange =)

Another way to kill time is playing around with the cosmetic, lipsticks, eye shadow.... Not forget to camwhore of course

This taken on my last day of work, Not suppose to be that day, but it happened when I got food poison and fever which make me couldn't work for the last 2 days. I like the cover of the fail, kinda charming isn't it ??

Off for PPS, Bye !

3 more days

2010-12-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

2011 is freaking near !!

Ma babe boy is coming back the freaking soon !!

I'm gonna be the pamper baby again the freaking soon !!

I'm getting more and more and more excited !!

No one can understand ma feeling, but who cares ? =D

18 days more babeh !!! yahoo ~~~~~~~~

埋怨

2010-12-21T09:49:00.007+08:00

I feel like doing so in ma blog ... since I got no where else or no one else for me to do so

Life is really WTF !!

Admit it when you were not born in the rich family
Admit it you cant live like a rock star
Admit it you cant spend without think
Admit it you cant have Gucci, LV, Prada, Channel ...
Admit it you are POOR !!

Admit it when you cant be free all the time
Admit it you needa work hard for money
Admit it you can only eat home made food to save money
Admit it you needa work harder and harder n harder to be sucessful in life
Admit it you needa be this shit in life time

Admit it that someone were born in rich family
Admit it that someone else got money
Admit it when someone can spend without thinking
Admit it when someone can go for holiday or travel when you're working like hell
Admit it when someone can try so much good food
Admit it when someone having so much lovely peoples around
Admit it that HIS LIFE IS BETTER THAN MINE

Oh well, these are the facts
All about the fucking money$$$$$

I really hope that I'm rich, I can travel without thinking, I can fly over to England, I can celebrate xmas with him there (but I actually working too on xmas day), I can meet Shane and Vicky, I can go Paris with him....

Oh god, you wait !!!
I'm sure I will be like what I wan, VERY SOON !!

Monday Preeee

2010-12-13T09:48:00.009+08:00

Weeewiitt ~~ It's Monday again, and I'm on leave for 2 days =D

Work with Laura Mercier almost half a month, Grace even joined our team too. Their product was awesome I would say, it's more to natural and most of it were no fragrance, no colour and it's pretty soft to our skin.

Their best sellers :-

Foundation Primer - ( Normal / Oil Free / Hydrating / Mineral )
4 types of it, Normal is for combination skin or normal skin, Oil free for those oily skin, Hydrating for dry skin and Mineral for sensitive skin. It was also known as the make up base which is colourless and fragranceless. Apply this on your face after your skin care and b4 your make up, it works like a protection of your skin and to seperate your skin with the make up, so that your skin can breathe. This product get award from Bazaar magazine !
Price : RM129, and now having the xmas promotion -RM99

For more information please visit :-

http://www.lauramercier.com/store/shop/prod210040_prod210040_prod210040

Tinted Moisturizer - ( Normal / Oil Free)
2 types of it. Apply this after Foundation Primer, it's like the foundation but added on the moisturizer and SPF 20, if you're just shopping in the shopping complex or working in office, SPF 20 is more than enough, so it save your own sun block.
Price : RM159
For more information please visit :-

http://www.lauramercier.com/store/shop/Tinted-Moisturizers_Tinted-Moisturizer-SPF-20_prod210061

Xmas promotion having the Tinted Moisturizer Travel Set which included an actual size of the Tinted Moisturizer (40ml) + a travel size Tinted Moisturizer which is slightly smaller (30ml) + a mini Primer. This only cost you RM195. Please calculate yourself, and you'll know how much it worth and how much $$$ you can save.

Loose Setting Powder - ( Translucent / Ivory )
2 types of it, Translucent means transparent, suitable for all skin tone, and Ivory is the another colour. This is truely amazing with the soft and smooth texture. Apply this after all your make up and it helps to last your make up even longer. One of this can last you for one year ! This product get award from Women Weekly too.
Price : RM159
For more information please visit http://www.lauramercier.com/store/shop/Powders_Loose-Setting-Powder_prod220010

Another product that I would like to share is their Face Polish. OmFg !! I love it so much ! I tried the free sample and it does clean off all my dead skin and my face look smoother and brighter! Interested to give a try, look for me at 1u =D

Advertising time end !

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Personal life start !

Fashionista ~~ woott wooottt ! I was trying all kind of things on myself ! Playing around with my hair, mix and match all kind of shirt (of course not til crazy level of mixing every colour at the same time on myself).

I love long sleeve tee to match with this skirt ! (It will be pretty match with Speghati stripe as well.) I want the rainbow colour skirt please, but it cost me 60 bucks ler, worth to go for it ??

I tried this pants attached 2 rubber stripes

Looks nice ? but too bad my leg is kinda big, not suite for this =(

I tried the another 1 which is black in colour, high waist & kinda same length, but not jeans material. Was liking that one but not reli sure does it suite me well or not, and I knew if the trend over, then the life time of it will also over. So, is it worth ?

Then, is to have this big hair band on. Some commented 'cute', 'nice' .. Babe said it's 'Weird'. lolz

And lastly, I got my pony tail on after soooo long + my SuperB noobby spec
Likey Likey !!

Monday Blueeeeee

2010-12-06T11:02:00.004+08:00

Wow, 1 week gone.....

My work is tiring and tiring and boring and boring ... Look, I mentioned twice, can you please imagine ? My placement majority are placed at Promotion Area which is Old-U centre court, not that crowd and turn on my sales are sucks !! I dunno how to achieve my target, poor thing ! By the way, working with them was not that bad and stress, we chit chat quite a lot and play around with the cosmetic.

Special thanks to Sherman who dropped by twice and be my companion on my break time... Same goes to the Yee Yee, Paisley, Steph and Emily too .... So good to have you guys around even thou it's just a while ... Cant wait to hang out on Wednesday !! I wan movie, shopping, dine and drink ~~~ wooooott wooootttt =D

I was so in love with my Spec and this noobby look suite me pretty well, right ? =)

End of the 2010

2010-12-01T08:42:00.004+08:00

Quick ! Fast !
Always wanted the time to pass faster, and now, blink your eyes, it's December !
Wow, here gone another 1 year ... Time passes like no one can imagine. What have you done this year babe ? I'm finally done my Diploma courses which is happened y'day, other than that, nothing special happen. Sad case hur ??

Well, for my another half, his life is freaking awesome at Chelmsford I guess... Winter came, Snow falling down from everywhere. I'm really jealous towards him, yet was also hope that I'm there with him so badly. But thanks god, there's only 46 days left until he come back to me... Cant wait cant wait !!!

I gonna start working today, for the cosmetic brand Laura Mercier at 1Utama new wing / old wing. I got the afternoon shift on weekdays and full day shift on Saturday and Sunday. Do drop by to pay me a visit or give me a hug perhaps ...
I'm glad to have this job, in fact, I wanted a job to kill time, and time can pass even faster like after a blink, ma boy is back to my side.

God knows how much I miss him.... )=

X.o.X.o

Out of nothing at all

2010-11-23T08:52:00.003+08:00

Morning Peeps, I'm here again =)

I attended and be the volunteer for a charity event, if you've notice, I posted the news at fb, the Mini Recycling Exhibition held at Desa Park City on last Sunday. Not to say so much about the details, but I'm here to share what I've experience.

[ Change to Chinese ok ? Sorry Banana =( ]

参与慈济已是两三年前的事，这次的重跃不是为了别的，就是希望帮助需要的人，再来是自己的私心，我希望我可以再清醒一些，又或者，我选择躲在这里与世隔离，因为这里不会有丑恶的人。

人们都说传教的方法来自于家庭和宗教，我体验到了。然而，让我深深体会的是他人的种种变化。我意外地发现，我开始在改变，脾气没有以前那么暴躁，还会有一些意想不到的举动，我不再那么自私，不再那么蛮不讲理，我学会站在别人的立场在替他想多些。

关于环保，人类其实就是毁灭地球的最归祸首。有太多的行为，太多的举动，不是没有经过思考，而是三思了，还是走向 ‘歪’ 路。

人生苦短，不是样样都尝试才不会枉过吗？人生苦短，吃得是福，不吃是笨蛋。我没有否认全部，只是不同的人有不同的观点，因为体验到了不同的东西，我希望自己的付出会为自己带来收获。我没有奢望自己的能力可以救地球，至少我还可以改变身边的人，我可以为我的下一代做少许的贡献，我希望他们看见的世界还是美妙的。

其实有没有想过，为什么以前的人会这么健康，现代人那么体弱多病？你说他们穷，吃，住得不好吗？现在叻？你吃得很好，住得很好，又怎样了？我说你就是吃太多‘表面’太好的东西，你才是真正的笨蛋。不多说，我深信，因为人们的种种要求，而为自己带来种种疾病，这是自己自讨苦吃。

我开始吃素，使用环保碗筷，环保袋，节省用电跟水。
不要小看自己这些轻微举动，你是可以救活很多的人。

糖莲子，苦中一点甜。
看的是在于你尝到苦的第一口，就把它吐了；还是漫漫的酝酿出它的甜味，然后庆幸自己没有放弃，你看见了那美好的一面。

-- 没有传教的意思，纯粹是个人体验后的感言--

E'ma sooo in Love with this !

2010-11-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

These are where I call HEAVEN

2010-11-05T10:56:00.007+08:00

The dressing room occupied with all kind of clothes

The shoes cabinet with all kind of heels, slacks, slippers etc

The home sweet home like this

The bed room which connected with the sky and fresh air

OR

Just Here,

In you HEART

2010-11-05T09:37:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss YOU

I don't mind waiting for something that's worth waiting for
I don't mind waiting YOU

I just wanna care for YOU
because YOU are the only one who deserve it
and own MY HEART

Hey Wednesday

2010-11-03T18:48:00.006+08:00

Sorry for MIA for so long again. Life gone better when I realized I got so much of friends around me still. Babe having his lovely life too, and he slim down quite a bit... awww~~~ =(

Went to relax our mind and smell for the fresh air, Cameron Highland is always the best place ever. Not much entertainment, but is the time for all of us to be tie together again. It's the first time ever I travel with the bench-mates without the bf. Kinda sad thou....

We went to the jungle tracking and treasure for Rafflesia. Fu*king awesome experience with the 4 wheel drive and we gone so crazy with shouting and sweating in the small car. That's really out of our expectation. If you go up to the hill, please try that, but remember to get the travel agency and tour guide.

Tada, 45 mins walking to this smelly flower, doesn't seems to be that big and there's no smell. Kinda dissappointed ler... FYI, our tour guide said there would be over 200 species of Rafflesia, and this is only 1 of them. The biggest species can reach 15m.. and the biggest we can get is at Sabah. Spot the cabbage beside, it's the baby Rafflesia. They took 8-9 months to be fully effloresce but their life time only 7 days.

We back to hotel after that. There's an issue where we suppose to get an apartment but not hotel room. Stupid agent's fault, but the hotel receptionist is just kind enough to give us Family Suite. Ok, no choice, we took that offer, and we're glad that we still manage to have our steamboat dinner. Other wise we gonna waste 99 liao...

This is only quarter portion of our dinner, we got chicken, fish, vege and bla bla bla .....

After dinner we go down to the night market. Wuhoo ~~~~ it's freaking COLD .... Tell you what, I tried the worst ice-cream ever there, yuk ~~ All also 'beh ciak ey' ... =S
Then we back to hotel and start the illegal business. Drunk ass for the night goes to ............

Kah Wei did something that we could never expected and the environment change all because of him. Anyway, is time for him to distress for so long. We all love you bro ^^

The next day, capture b4 we check-out.

Then we visited to those travel spot. Here comes the memories of mine when I last visited Cameron with the bf. Aiks, miss you so badly >.<

We settled our dinner at Ipoh. Delicious chicken rice we had, then headed back to KL.

You all gave me the joyful moment, I knew I'll never walk alone.
Sweet memory to be filled with you guys, is the thing I can't afford to lose and forget.

2010-10-04T17:51:00.004+08:00

I'm currently working here and there, just for the seek of money .... Is like wtf isn't it ... Everyday 10am-10pm, stuck in jam, whatever bla bla ... and I couldn't go on9!! FML harder pls ='(

I can't really stand without internet honestly, and I bet everyone do. I felt so outdated of not checking the fb, I didn't know hows everyone going on, hows the bf life at somewhere which is tons of miles away from where I am now, I didn't get to check my email and also news about everything. I missing everyone so badly, missing the study life so badly !!

Well, lucky that I still got some time to catch some movie b4 I start those freelance job. One of them is 'Going the Distance'. Pretty match with my condition now ... But too bad that I don't have the financial support which can allow me to go meet the love one. I watch 'Charlie St Cloud' too, rated 7.5/10 =) Cool story with unexpected story line.

Oh yea, another thing to share, I worked with all Malays for 2 days and I can't really understand their character. What is that when half day work, then they go buy eye lashes and stick it on their eyes afterward. Oh well, this is call 'hiao' for me ....

People .... gonna off to rest and dinner edy lu ..... miss ya =)

2010-09-26T14:26:00.003+08:00

Chatting with ma boy is the goal of my everyday ...
Time flies so quick and it has been 3 weeks already since ma boy left... Wishing the time to pass even faster .. **Cross hand**

Both photos printed y'day when at Kah Wei's hse ... Sherman's birthday and the simplest mooncake festival celebration... There's mooncake on the table, but its just for the environment enhancement purpose, then I had my Chinese tea while the others got beer.. What a silly match... We've got Arsenal VS West Brom football match too, and updating bf about the recent life. So much night life of his, and so much dull life of us without him. How sad is this ?? Tsk tsk tsk ....

To Be In LOVE is To Be With YOU
- X.O.X.O. -

Complicated

2010-09-22T13:12:00.004+08:00

It may be just bad for this moment
It may because I'm just a bit too demanding
It may not is your fault
It may because I'm not that understanding
It may because I'm just too IN LOVE WITH YOU

Yea, its not easy to let go
and maybe, YOU'RE GONNA BE THE ONE THAT SAVES ME

Can you hear me Honnnneeeii ?

2010-09-14T00:14:00.001+08:00

You were far away from me for 1 week plus
You are not by my side for 1 week plus
You are not appearing in front of me whenever I need you since 1 week ago
You are not here to sayang me for 1 week plus
You are not here for me to kiss for 1 week plus
You are not here to fight with me for 1 week plus
You are not here to bully me for 1 week plus
You are not here as my listener for 1 week plus

This just the first week
Could you please tell me how many weeks to go again ?

OH MY GOSH !!!

='(

Taeyang - Wedding Dress [HD]

2010-09-12T23:31:00.001+08:00

婚纱
从小就幻想着自己会拥有童话般的爱情
穿上华丽大方的礼服
挽着如意郎君的手
步入礼堂，然后白头偕老

我很好奇
这神圣的一刻什么时候才会到来
我很好奇
我会挽着谁的手

真的很想跨一大步
真的很想预知未来

2010-09-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

Why aren't you here when I need you ??

I wan sayang

and help me to stop my tears please......

2010-09-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

2010-09-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

2010-09-05T19:49:00.001+08:00

What's Next ?

2010-09-04T12:50:00.006+08:00

This isn't the first time to think for my future. I bet everyone go through this situation. Peoples tend to ask 'What's next after Form 5 ?' , 'What's next after A-levels?' , 'What's next after Pre-U?' and so forth .... So many 'What's next' to be think of..... Now, What's next after my graduation ?

I been through working life when I having my internship at The Star. I complained the 9-5 life is too boring and dull with just repeating their same events every year. And then I been through the exact event company, and the event is something I never experience and expect before. That's new to me and it's interesting, yet no happy ending at the end, everything screw up just because of the ridiculous reason.

I hate but have to accept the fact that when you grow older, there's more issues you need to cope with. Now, what should I do ? Go back to event field ? education line ? (which I've been offered a very good opportunity and career) wedding houses ? airlines ? or just freelance part-timer for this 4 months ? I don't feel like wasting my time and lepak everyday... I wanna fully utilize this 4 months, in additional, this is the best way for me not to remember and think of the one who is currently at Chelmsford.

Well, LIFE is simple yet difficult ....

丁噹 - Fu Good

2010-09-02T14:13:00.002+08:00

Just back from my Cheong-K session with ma bf & Kah Wei ... I'm not in da mood at first so I tried "Waka Waka" to bring me up. Ok, may be not only me but Kah Wei as well was also bored, the song did not boil us up, but I getting better after that.

Then I got this song, "Feel Good". Wuhoo ~~~ Not bad thou. I'm finally in the mood.

I miss the time when I have fun with my college classmates. The first time for all of us to hang out and sing song together. The room is big enough to have our own dance floor. We played the clubbing song and dance inside ... Raorrr ~~~ High sial =D

Can you imagine our room is with the LCD Projector as our screen

And there is 2 more LCD TV beside ...
Spot from both picture up and down.

** PS: This is Neway @ Subang SS15

Gosh !! I miss those time so badly .... When is our next gathering babessss ???

Aphorisms

2010-09-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

Tik Tok ....
Brand new September just started, lets have some fun =)

A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks; a woman loses hers after four kisses. - by Henry Louis Mencken

April Fool's Day: The day we remember what we are the other 364 days of the year. -by Mark Twain

We touch heaven when we lay our hand on a human body. - by Novalis

A man should be taller, older, heavier, uglier and hoarser than his wife. - by Edgar Watson Howe

A woman does not spend all her time in buying things; she spends part of it in taking them back. - by Edgar Watson Howe

A wise woman puts a grain of sugar into everything she says to a man, and takes a grain of salt with everything he says to her. - by Helen Rowland

The only medicine which does women more good than harm is dress. - by Jean Paul Richter

To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. - by Helen Rowland

When two people decide to get a divorce, it isn`t a sign that they "don`t understand" one another, but a sign that they have, at last, begun to. - by Helen Rowland

A woman`s perfume tells more about her than her handwriting. - by Christian Dior

Men always want to be a woman`s first love - women like to be a man`s last romance. - by Oscar Wilde

The majority of women have no principles of their own; they are guided by the heart, and depend for their own conduct, upon that of the men they love. - by Jean de La Bruyere

Suprise part 2

2010-08-30T10:29:00.004+08:00

Oh well, here's another SUPRISE, I quit from my work. Wuhoo ~~~ only 10 days working life, and that's it! Reason? I bet you wouldn't want to know it, just too ridiculous ! So, what to do now? I've no idea, should I step back to event field or as I plan b4, tuition teacher or kinder garden teacher will do? Btw, it will be only until I get my Diploma cert, then start the Part 2 of my life.

_____________________________________________________________

Ok, start another topic shall we?
My first time for beach wedding. =)

The first day we reached Redang was rainy day, and the bride cried for the bad weather. She worried that her wedding cant go as planned, but thanks god, the wedding day itself is too sunny til we cant stop complaining. Pity the groom and the groomsman =(

Lovely wedding I can say. So sweet of Vic's parents, especially the father, who will never stint to share his life experience and he makes our day full of joy. Johnny, Sara and Steven also kind enough to us. We do exchange our culture, the food and of course the beer culture every night as well. It's really fun to spent time with them.

Last but not least, the sweet newlyweds of Harris family

离

2010-08-29T13:21:00.003+08:00

还剩十只手指都数得清的日子
麻痹自己，不想留意

握着你的手
莫名的声音
说着不愿分离

在你的温度里
发现安抚我的精灵
轻声细语，让我安然入眠

谢谢你
让我有沉淀在幸福里的回忆

谢谢你
陪我走过了岁月，留下痕迹

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

2010-08-15T18:26:00.020+08:00

The thing we used to do together. I'm really glad that you are not that kind of guy who will wait the gf outside the shop, but you shop together with me or even more than me.

We shopping b4 we go to Redang.
You grap your superb T-shirt at Quick Silver, but I cant get any nice slippers.

Finally, I get my superb too

Issey Miyake snapshoot the scent when we were still belong together.

You hold my hand tight by the beach

I lye on you on the chair
You blaming me keep changing position cause I wanna enjoy the sparkling stars

We had a sweet heart talk
And tears drop where you can't see in my deep heart

The Man Who Cant Be Moved

今宵离别后，何日君再来

掛住你

2010-08-15T18:19:00.001+08:00

Suprise

2010-08-15T13:00:00.004+08:00

Now I totally understand what Ryan said last time : " sometimes suprise will make your life more suprise. "

Remember one of my article was saying I confusing about what should I do and bla bla. I said I used to plan for the future and what's the next I wanna do. Look, I'm in event line now. Which I never ever expected I will enter this field at this half graduated level. Seriously, I never thought that I will step in here for this fast. I just planning to be tuition teacher instead, half study and half working, 50 : 50. But now seems different, ratio should change to study vs work, 10 : 90. I need to put more effort on my work, since we were so so so short of man power.

These are the so called "suprise" appeared in my life now, so much tension, people, work etc. I loose control last week, til I though to quit the job. Story neither long nor short, but I'm too lazy to explain here. Skip that, I'm now still working with them, work hard together. Event is just another 2 weeks time, pray hard babe. WE ARE NOT ALLOW TO FAIL THE PROJECT. >.<

I think I'm still not use to that so called "suprise".
Hmmm.............................................

I'm not Okay

2010-07-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

曾经以为这分离是种解脱
曾经以为我是可以没有你
曾经以为我们之间就是这样

我带着不一样的心情和不一样的心理予这一次的旅行
说好是我们的分手之旅
心是沉重的，珍惜着每一分每一秒
仔细观察你的每一个动作
听着你的呼吸声，看着你沉睡的脸孔

我记得我们是如何开始
我记得两年前我如何毁灭我们的恋情
我记得我如何挽回我们之间的恋情
我记得你跟我提出分手的那一次
我记得我崩溃的哭着说不要
我记得你吻我抱着我说对不起
我记得你跟我说你要去外国念书
我记得你的那种期盼
我记得你眼神中的热情
我记得你付出多少努力去实践你的期望
我记得你抹去我的眼泪，哄着我说没关系
我全部都记得

心里揪了一下
还是忍不住，情不自禁的掉下眼泪
回想起有你的回忆
这一切一切，见证着我们的爱情

原来，我没有那么坚强
原来，我没有想象中那么干脆
原来，我之前所以为的都是错的

I don't know how long I can stand still, but all I know is
Babe, I need you now !!!

Dont feel like saying goodbye, for either you or WC

2010-07-11T10:58:00.006+08:00

Status at FB: Chery Chee wonder why now only we (SHTLM Batch March'08) getting closer when everything is going to an end.

Status at FB : 2 and half yr passed, my Diploma life gone .... one month also flash by just like that, today is the last day of WC edy ='(

Went for the farewell on 7th July, dinner at Tarbush and then chill at Republic and Asia Cafe for World Cup. Felt sad for my 1st status, whereby everyone of us getting closer only in the last semester. How sad ='( Anyway, I had a great great time with them. They were all very friendly and fun. Everyone can talk cock sing song , Lolz. Let the pictures to do the talking.

Zahin + me

Jab + me

Sana + me
Used to call him Obama ... especially when he was in full formal wear... wooott, Hansome !!

Quennie + me

Seng Hui + me

Miss China + me

Julian + me

Lester + me

Aaron + me
couple T ? lolz We were just in love with Spain =)

haha, Spain Supporter here !!!

We shout for Spain at Asia Cafe. Not really into that place, cause of the smell and food court seems to be dirty always. But no choice, I just follow them lur. We got 2 gang here, Spain and Germany. All were sososo gan jiong for the match. 1st half ended with 0-0, gosh, sien !! Even you can see that's Spain controlling but goal la pls !! I loose strength til 70+ minutes. GOAL !!! Finally, my Spain scored for the 1st goal !!! Then we start count down, time pass faster and maintain this result til the end, or perhaps Spain win 2-0. Gan jiong gan jiong til the "pppiiii" sound saying times up !!! Then all of us stand up and shout SPAIN !!! wuhoo ~~~~ Paul the Octopus just pretty accurate , somehow. =)

I should thanks to WC too actually. Because of WC, some of us have the same topic to chat with and cause of this, we getting closer to each other.

Final is on to9 babe, or tml midnight indeed. No more the same gang to watch for the final, but I think I'll watch it with my own classmates, or a bigger gang, with the bf and friends all together !!! Shall have fun til the max to9 !!

Spain will be the Champion !!! Cheryl the Human said so !!! =D

Birthday Celebration

2010-07-11T10:14:00.005+08:00

Oopsy, having the World Cup fever lately, until I forgot to post about my best friends' birthday celebration. Here you go, for Kah Wei and Eunice =)

They look sweet here =p

We decided to try Maxican food at Jaya One, and they were famous with the World 3rd Spicy chilli. Wow, really Hooouuuttt !!!

Me and the birthday girl

The girls

And the guys

Little suprise from Frontera

Small request here, I've asked them to put the chili inside the cake, this 2 were happy eating at first and then suddenly Eunice ask: How come spicy spicy one?

Yea, they ate the chili and actually all of us does. I requested for the real chili, it was so small size yet can kill you man. Btw, they selling this chili for RM3 each, can you imagine?

Hmm, since we were here, why not we try on the real chili ? I started to challenge them and we try on the real chili. I knew it will be absolutely hot and spicy, hence I just simply bite a bit. omFg, you can feel the hot after few second! Hong Yee and the others tried also, but they were a bit greedy lor, result as below =)

Hong Yee

Henry, tears came out jor =(

I've no idea we drank how many glasses of cold water, yet it was really a good try. Lol. Even the waitress laught at us, and some even told us their experience too. As my friend said, they cut the chili into 3, and everyone took each. At the end of the day, everyone vomit like hell. Guess no Malaysian can tahan the spicy-ness...

See, it just as small as that, but people will cry cause of it.

Last but not least, Group photo here

Is this looks more like anniversary cake ?

Once again, spot the Hooouuutttiieee !!

Spain Tonight !!

2010-07-07T10:54:00.004+08:00

Wuhooo ..... got my Spain Home jersey here ... freaking happy =D

My superb, although it look too big for me .. It's Guy's size, size M. Aiks, what to do? they got no more size but left this , should say I'm the lucky one already =)

How's my exam ? Haha, I'm done with 2 tough paper, and felt so damn release now. Went to shopping with the sister y'day, shop from Sunway Pyramid to 1u and then The Curve, from 2pm-9pm , Can't imagine how hardcore are we... But I'm the victim actually, I wanna back home so much, and miss my bed so badly =(

One more paper on Thurs, and I'm going to watch the WC to9 at outside, or tomorrow midnight indeed. SHOUT FOR SPAIN WHOLE NIGHT LONG !!! =D The match is 2.30am - 4.30am, 5am will reach home ? Then 7am depart to college .... 9am - 11am exam ... Thumbs up babe !! =D After that gonna have the sweet sweet time with my beloved classmates !!! Can't wait Can't wait !!

Bought myself a maxi dress ^^ ngam ngam suitable for my Redang trip on the end of July .. and the price is just reasonable

And I spotted this Puma Ferrari's Bag ... OMG , so in love !! The price is just same as 1 Jersey ... Ok, My next target maybe =)

Off to study now .... Bye ^^

2010-07-02T17:22:00.003+08:00

Final Exam is just around the corner, and I'm still not in the mood to study ... FML =(

Went through the Law's notes as well as Econs. Flip through and mark down what's important, yet I'm just so lazy to memorized... Gosh !! I knew it can't be last minutes work, but ....Grhhh~~~

7% more to pass for Econs, I aiming for a B, so it's 30% more
Law as other people said, all of us passed already, but I want double confirm pls, I haven receive the email yet =(

Mamamia ..... I wan Budweiser so badly now !!! and the WC jersey as below :

" Better save your money, even we are interested in football but never demand for the jersey. It just freaking expensive. If Spain lose on the game then how are you gonna wear it on semi-final and final ?" - Tong

2010-06-28T20:54:00.003+08:00

Beloved DEMT & DHMT

2010-06-25T13:59:00.004+08:00

Was really appreciate the time we hang out together. 2 and half years seem to flash by just like that. We left 2 weeks to final exam, and that's the time we say bye to each other. Felt really sad about it, and extremely upset which I can't graduate on time together with them. WTF !! I failed my Accounting twice, and I've to repeat it for another semester. God knows how much I hate Accounts yet I did put much effort for the resit paper, still, I failed again. My graduation had delayed as well as my plan after that. Holy shit, I lefted behind !!! How SAD !!!

Whatever whatever ..... I hope there will have something to gain in another way, PLEASE **cross hand**

Shen Min & Me

Farhah & Me
GFs of mine .... Listener of mine, adviser of mine too =)

The classmates, there's another 2 went missing ..

And the group of DEMT & DHMT of March'08 intake.

Gosh !! Gonna miss you guys much after that for sure !!!

Watch Mayday on Jun day

2010-06-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

Special thanks to Wan Li who offer the free entry ticket for us =D

Suppose to go watch movie on the night time, but then plan changed and we decided to go for Mayday concert which held at Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium. We reached about 6-ish and the crowd was not there... Oopsy, suprising ~~ Even when the concert started, the are still 30% empty seats, poor thing.

As you can see, our seat was RM348, and in front that was VIP seats with red chairs and further that was the rock corner... In front of that was the stage. Oh well, who will spend RM300+ to sit this far ?

I've no idea who are they whom performed as the opening gambit, guy's team from some competition I think. OMG, there were sucks !!! Til the 2nd performer, Ding Dang ... wow !! Awesome babe !! Her voice is so powerful and can reach til a very high pitch which not everyone can make it, and of course with her "Hai Tun Yin" which is her bench mark I think.

Mayday were the rockers man !! Rock all night long !! The only bad thing was the sound system wasn't that good, yet the lighting were thumbs up !! Will get the video from bf's phone and try to upload it asap ^^ They even got a theme with a story, and suddenly we saw a transformer. WOW !! Everyone shouting like hell and went so high... lolz

I rated this concert 6.5/10, as I'm not really into rock music and the sound system was the main cause.

2010-06-21T23:23:00.001+08:00

2010-06-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

Heart You As I Always Do, The Problem Is How Long Can It Last Still

2010-06-20T01:00:00.008+08:00

Tired of waiting, Sick of hoping
But still waiting and hoping for the miracle, and asking what the hell am I doing

Cried yesterday after our argument and when everything cross over my mind, telling me our past stories and whatever you've done to me. Heart pain like no body knows and I felt so lost. Obviously, this wasn't me like what Shawn said. Yet, there's no one out there can understand my situation, or perhaps OUR situation indeed. The relationship was too complicated til I kept run away from that. Refusing and struggling to face the problems and reality. I have no idea why am I so scare, or I am just not ready for everything. You may say this is a very shitty excuse, even I felt so. I may be selfish as you never imagine or I am weak as you never thought.

Kept asking him to be more mature and independent; but in the other hand, I handle this issue like shit !! So immature and bloody reliable.

YOU ARE JUST LIKE SOME PEOPLE, CHOOSE TO LIVE IN THE PASS NOW

by Shawn

Do you know ? Can you behave ?

2010-06-19T11:40:00.002+08:00

超人不会飞

2010-06-06T19:33:00.001+08:00

超人不能流眼泪

超人就是人们心目中的超人

亲爱的

不管你多么坚强，你还是会有倒下的一天

没有人理解的世界

没有人宽恕的空间

憋得让人窒息

如果超人会飞

那就让我在空中停一停歇

再次覆盖这个世界

会让我觉得好一些

My wish list babe !!!

2010-06-06T11:47:00.007+08:00

Wanted to go all these place, with the love one...

Stay far away from the annoying city, spend time together, shop around with the sunny white colour maxi, walk beside the beach with our hand hold together, or perhaps he should just carry me along the way, have the candle light dinner, get a heart talk before falling asleep...

Oh yes honey, it was all in my wish list !! Work hard to make the dream come true !!

1st : Pulau Tioman

Berjaya Tioman Resort
Budget : Accommodation RM400 + Transportation RM100 + Others RM200

Superior Chalet, Facade Courtyard

Superior Chalet, Interior

Snorkeling

2nd : Mountain Kota Kinabalu

This need some personal stamina training I guess. Work hard for it, I won't let myself to regret of did not conquer YOU. Go with a bunch of people might be more interesting and fun ... hmm , no idea bout the budget, RM600 in total ?

3rd : Manukan Island Sabah

Pretty awesome !!

4th : Bali

My dream land honey !! I will be willing to spend around RM2k here ... I wan YOU so badly =(

Watch the sun rise while he hugging me from behind, with a cup of coffee make by him, get a spa or massage treatment, walk to town, take the seafood dinner, come back to our private swimming pool, enjoy the jacuzzi and this call a day..

Ramada Resort Camakila

This is more to modern style, yet I love their swimming pool !! Kindly browse through this page http://www.kutahotelsbali.com/ramada_resort_camakila_legian/

Bali Mulia Villas

This is extremely luxury package. The numbers of room are very limited as only 4 units with 2 bedrooms and 4 units with 3 bedrooms. Private swimming pool in each villa. Refer to here people : http://www.kutahotelsbali.com/bali-mulia-villas-legian/

Yea, sharing all these here, to remind myself , my dream will come true one day...
Work hard me love =D

sudden trip to Penang

2010-06-03T22:52:00.012+08:00

Boo : Tomorrow going to Penang you ok ?

Me : Wow, so suddenly ~~ ok, I'm ok....
Boo : On ! come fetch you at 5am tml

Suddenly Suddenly ~~
Yet, it was fun and nice =D

I book for our accommodation straight every one confirmed, then count down on Facebook. LOL

Gather at McD for breakfast. The two drivers said they slept early like 10pm, but they complaining they were actually cant sleep the whole night. Everyone look so damn sleepy yet excited for the trip. After breakfast, we depart to Penang.

of Course I following the BF's "porche"

and the other "Falali"

Raining all the way to Penang... Gosh, praying hard that Penang is sunny, or else it will be really potong steam.

Once reach Penang, the first thing we look for is definitely cheap and nice food as our breakfast.

Dry Hokkien Mee / Prawn Mee

Penang Char Keoy Teow

Fuh ... thumbs up babe !!!

Then check in to the hotel room. Nice view we had, Full Beach View, RM205 per room per night without breakfast with 2 single bed, but there's 4 person sharing one room. So gan jiong wanna take picture of the hotel d...

Ok, Off to Kik Lok Si after that.

He said those entrepreneur will pose like this, as if he was the one, and owned that much property =.=

The weather was bloody hot, Guys can't even stand still til we go further more, then decided to go for lunch lor.

Here you go, Asam Laksa

The place was dirty, yet people said : the more dirty the place is, the nicer the food..
Ok, I'm quite agree with it SOMETIMES, since there's really damn a lot people, and all of us have to squeeze into one small table to eat. OMG, I miss this so much now ~~

Back to hotel after that, time for the guys to show their muscles.

Michael Jackson was alive ?
No way man =.=

Shawn said he saw Spare tyre instead of muscles ... muahahaha

Hong Yee trying to act cute and innocent

After the beach, we were back to the hotel's swimming pool ... too bad I don't have the photo here, and everyone was having fun in the water, no one free to take photo. We were playing water polo and the 2 kids joined us as well. It was my first time of playing water polo, everyone having fun and keep shouting like hell. Wow, who cares ? =D

We had our Dinner at Gurney. Ordered all kind of food and side dishes. OMG, this is so enjoyable, cheap and delicious food. How I wish KL offer this kind of food too. No pictures too my dear =(

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The next day, I woke up at 6am to check out the sun rise.

My eyes begging me back to the bed, so I couldn't wait til I see the egg yolk.

Check out, and at the hotel's lobby

Breakfast time again.. I had the very very very delicious chee cheong fun.
Simple, Cheap, Yummy !!

See the table, full with food ^^

Next round is the Taufu Fa just beside the Dai pai dong.

I can't differenciate what's the diff with the KL one.. hmmm

Then we went to the Temple of Sleeping Buddha

It was rain again, so where can we go? No choice, we head to Gurney Plaza for tea time, then wait for the rain to stop and planning for next station. The place was similar to The Street at The Curve, where the restaurant placed at the same side, and the middle of the road was the flea market.

Ok, Guys begging to go beach again, so Yong intro and brought us to another beach, which took around 45 minutes to reach.

This beach was cleaner than the hotel one, and some people picnic over there. Yong told us that this is where tsunami attacked before.

Kept our things, finish bath, off to Tambun for seafood dinner, then back to K.L.

T.H.E E.N.D

You comfort me all the time

2010-05-27T16:10:00.001+08:00

Maaya Sakamoto - Yubiwa 指輪

"You are not alone"

As my tears keep overflowing one after another,
I can't see your last smile through their blur.
Please don't go, please don't go... Stay here.
Light bursts through the sky.

Even this insignificant me
loved you more than anyone, with all my soul.
Thank you for all of the precious feelings you've given to me.
When you took off,
I was watching for a long time as the vapor trail disappeared."

Please don't forget
You're not alone.
Even if we're apart, we can still carry on hand-in-hand.

With my first love, I first realized that there could be such sorrow.
Even if something lapses away, something will live once again.
When you gave me a smile as we parted,
it was your message for me to truly live with all my heart.

I just know that we'll see each other someday.
If we're together,
even if we're far apart, we can gaze in each others' eyes
Let's bet everything on all our hopes and dreams.

Let's promise each other
that we'll hold on to the intensity we felt that day,
and live the future that blooms in tomorrow.

Will Miracle happen on me ?

2010-05-25T22:45:00.005+08:00

"You are still hoping for some miracle to strike him and change him to a better person"

Remember I wrote in Facebook : You prefer single or in a relationship ? People, what do you think ? I was confused, yet I will thought of how am I going if I were single.
Ok, put aside what the shit of single or IAR, I was just hoping some changes on you... A little bit more mature, a little bit more independent, a little bit more reliable ... That's it .. Full stop.

How you want your life to be? Dream it, work hard for it, and make the dream come true. Aren't this the game rules? Or the dream will fall on you just like that, and this is what we so called "miracle" ? Please la people, fuck all this shitty thinking, you thought god so brainless? If this "miracle" really happens on you, is this going to happen again and again and again? Why are you willing to wait for the miracle rather than create your own miracle? Doesn't it more meaningful and more value? Well, indirectly, I was trying to say that people will not help you on and on and on, for your whole life. If you did not work out yourself, who the hell gonna lend you their hand all the way long in your life? Don't tell me your parents will, they will still die one day later.. Your wife? I believe there is no such a GOOD wife out there.

I'm just mature and step ahead of you... Oh well, never expect I will stop there, this is not my problem babe. I've share my thinking, my thought, I've done all I can.

After hard work, is there any MIRACLE ?

No Entry

2010-05-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

How many "No Entry" sign have you seen in your life so far ? Are you really following the rules and did not turn in, every time ? or not even once ? What happen next after you turn in or you did not turn in ? Will you ever think of what will happen then ? Did you feel regret about your decision for turn in or not ?

Look into yourself, would you be able to tell yourself, how many wrong turn you have made as well as the correct one ? Would you be able to define what is the "correct" and "wrong" one ? How to prove to yourself that that is "correct" and "wrong" one ? How confident are you ?

[Was trying to express by using English instead of Chinese .. Please laugh at my poor English ..
Well, I should just Turn back to my Chinese ~~]

或许在我的人生里
有过了许许多多的抉择
对的错的
根本无法定量
它可以在这一秒是正确的，下一秒是错误的
它可以在错误中是正确的；又或者在正确里遇见错误
听见心里呐喊着 “早知道”，三个字
表示已经来不及后悔

没有人晓得下一秒会发生什么事情
对与错
也许只是那一瞬间的形容词

无论转进了对或错的弯
最终面对还是自己
要克服的还是自己

我就这么怀疑
我真的那么勇敢？
我真的可以背负起它的后果？

Even thou I knew that is so WRONG , yet I turned in. I have no idea what's gonna happen next.
我转进了“不能进入”，我走进了不晓得的以后

2010-05-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

cutest grandma in the world

2010-05-13T15:56:00.006+08:00

hey hey .... should update de blog for my readers ...

Today's main character is my beloved grandma ... wuhoo ~~~ it's u again, grandma ...

If you have my facebook, you would know I went to Cameron on Labour day. Not to say how bad is the traffic there, it's just for all of us to have a holiday, get some fresh air, eat some fresh vege and walk here walk there ... Malaysia weather getting suckier and suckier .... yuck !! sweat in Cameron is no more "Impossible" ... The sun was strong as K.L.'s, just luckily the wind blow is still a bit cool. Thanks god =)

Back to you, grandma ... so sorry that I wasn't around you all the time during this vacation. I joined sis them and have more fun @@ Anyway, spotted these pictures from the "coming soon" aunty. Oh my god, you just cheer my mood up grandma .... God knows how much I love my grandma ... She's been my nanny since I was still a baby, I will cry if that wasn't my grandma bath for me, dress for me, feed me and even when I sleep, I know who is the one who "tum" me sleep .. I like to hear about my baby life from the grandma ... she told me how guai lan am I, and every time I cry, it's like 3 houses can hear my voice (Both neighbor beside my house). I like to stick to her whenever I back hometown. Parents always laugh at me, but who cares ? =p

Look at the pictures ... since when I never see my grandma smile like this ? She getting older n older, and as you know, diseases like to attack old people. She cant walk for too long, cant sit still in the car for too long ... But she had been carried into the car, and forced by us to go Cameron together with us ... muahaha, *evil**
Yet, she look so much younger after the walk, after getting some fresh air. We know how much she actually wanted to join this trip, just she scare will bring us some troubles as her sigh is so weak and she get tire very easily ...

Here you go, My Beloved grandma ..

spot her smile ... its just so sweet n cute =D

Afterall, this is my favourite picture of my grandma ... muacks !!

2010-05-10T00:11:00.004+08:00

活在当下
爱在当下

我懂你
所以从来不会怀疑你对我的爱

我了解自己
所以也没有怀疑自己对你的爱

只要我喜欢上你
就会付出100% 的爱

要是我不再喜欢你
我会100% 祝福你

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“如果你不是以结婚为前提，那你干吗拍拖？不浪费时间吗？”

VS

“如果你没有开始一段恋情，你怎么知道他适不适合当你的终身伴侣？”

“你会是我的终身伴侣，但我不知道你可不可以做我的终身伴侣”

VS

“你可以做我的终身伴侣，但我不知道你会不会是我的终身伴侣”

U & I

2010-05-08T10:27:00.001+08:00

随手挥

2010-04-30T01:34:00.000+08:00